You build and maintain your body
with oranges from Spain,
wild rice from Minnesota
fish from the South China Sea
and the water that rises in your eyes
at sheer joy
once fell as rain over Chennai
but more recently flowed
in pipes distilled
from the liquid remnant of
life from the Texas of the
Permian
How small is your life—
can you say again?—
As you count, at the sensation of Orion on your retinas,
Betelgeuse, Alnitak, Alnilam, Mintaka, Rigel,
Your provisioning for begetting
timed to your planet's moon,
the iron in your blood
born of one sun
or another?
The next time you feel ready to rise in rage
at believing
that another dares see or dares not see
the same or unacceptably other than you
Close your eyes
Or open your eyes
And start counting
the hands that reach through your hands
the hearts that beat in your heart
the lives carried in and furthered by your life
Only deep in the fantasy of Separateness
is there Possession and Possessedness
Only deep in the fantasy of Separateness
are you Alone.
Which shall it be? As you move one hand from
cold water tap to hot water tap
and back again,
your understanding of Mind reveals,
as you touch the hot,
the reality not only of
every life implicit in
provisioning, as with the cold,
faucet, pipe, basin, water,
and drainage
But now every life, human and consumed by human and aiding human, implicit
in the provisioning, control, and fueling
Of heat.
Only deep in the fantasy of Separateness
is there Possessing and Possessedness
Only deep in the fantasy of Separateness
are you Alone.
At the edge of the sea
Being is unbroken
to and beyond
the far shore.
At the surface of the earth
Being is unbroken
to and beyond
the seething photosphere
of every star.
To the tip of your finger
What Is is flesh, blood, and bone;
from there to sky, air;
from air to star,
thinning of one
melding to thickening
of another,
gravity and electromagnetism through all—
Never
Nothing
Anywhere
Ever.
All of it Being.
All of it What Is.
Only through your perceptual decoupling of Being
into virtual fragments by serial thought
Only in your fantasy of Separateness
Are you unsought, unseeking;
unaffected, unaffecting;
uncaused, uncausing;
Only in your fantasy of Separateness
Are you Alone.
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