Dazzling day in New York City
Vendor fry sweet and salty and fatty
mainly fatty
in the nostrils
at Walker and Centre
As a third of a planet away
bullets with aerodynamics crafted no less thoughtfully
than the applied physics of an interplanetary probe
Dart through human flesh
in our service,
in the service by proxy of our collective hunger.
Just now we are concerned with receiving the
correct change
In time to beat the light.
The deceptive seriality of thought
makes, of Being's Unity,
tiles—
Tiles just as easily arbitrarily clumped and hawked
and resold to the shallow mind
as cared for or loved
Or ignored.
Return always to the Questions.
Rather than Contentment, you should have Questions
About how things, people, and events come to Be
as they are—
About your role in this Being.
Although it is fashionable to be aghast at personal, particular
Crime,
Through the deceptive seriality of thought
you appear not to be a quantum of drive
of distant Mass Avarice.
Yet your own greed
sorrow
hunger
exploitiveness
Are indeed the storied microchaotic flip of a butterfly's wing
that powers, through the collective,
Hurricane after hurricane of mass assault
on peoples, planet, creatures
and climes
That your individual glance might capture
or be captured by
a prettier tile
or tiles
or clumps of tiles
Or stories or rumors of the same.
So return always to the Questions
When, through the fragmentation of serial thought,
your head returns to its nod of Contentment:
There appear to be problems, suffering
in the world—
are there?
If problems and suffering exist in the world, do they arise
from natural calamity or from the violence,
avarice,
competitiveness,
of people?
To the extent that people cause problems and suffering,
why? How?
How are you related to these events and conditions?
What classes of seeming high activism and action to end suffering
are merely engines for the production of yet more stories
to be treasured
in our sparkly treasuries
of tiles
produced of, by, and for
the deceptive seriality of thought?
Can we choose to Be otherwise?
Can there be teaching, nurturance, toward this emancipation,
that is not merely
the distribution or redistribution
to the few capable of holding out their hands
Of a few additional sparkly tiles
of contentment
and self-congratulation?
Return always to the Questions:
Is it a mirage,
a pretty picture,
another sparkly tile,
that through the same grid by which operates
Mass Avarice,
the network through which we individually power
war,
planetary destruction,
mass suffering,
Sorrow,
We might instead power
through the microdrive of individual Understanding
an equilibrium
that does not depend on oblivious, self-delusive contentment
and inattention
enabled and maintained
by the deceptive seriality of thought?
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