Okay, I've come down from my high of yesterday, and started reading some reviews regarding the book.  In doing so, I forgot my own rule of "Whenever someone gives you their Two cents, it still makes you Ninety Eight cents short of a dollar!"

 

Everyone is entitled to their opinion, and that is all it is.  Tim Challies does have some valid points, and I agree in part with one of them on the way Young presents the idea of forgiving the murderer.  I quote:

 

"Much of the story focuses on forgiveness. Mack has to learn to forgive first God (or at least to come to an intellectual understanding of why God was unable to intervene to save Missy) and then, at the book’s culmination, to forgive the murderer. I am adamantly opposed to the idea that we would ever need to forgive God for anything. However, because this teaching is seen only vaguely in the novel, I will pass over it for now and turn to another area of forgiveness—that of unconditional forgiveness.

Nowhere in Scripture will we find the idea that we can or should forgive an unrepentant person for this kind of crime. Rather, Scripture makes it clear that repentance must precede forgiveness. Without repentance there can be no forgiveness. This is true of God’s offer of forgiveness to us and, as we are to model this in our human relationships, must be true of how we offer forgiveness to others. So when, at the book’s climax, Mack cries out “I forgive you” to the murderer (who is not present and has not sought forgiveness) he cannot offer true forgiveness. Neither can true forgiveness exist where Mack is unable to pursue reconciliation with this man. Forgiveness makes no sense and means nothing if we require it in this way. It may make a person feel better about himself, but it cannot bring about true forgiveness and true reconciliation. And so Young teaches a therapeutic, inadequate and unbiblical understanding of forgiveness."

I can no more 'fake it till I make it' with my forgiveness, as with any other biblical attribute.  But I do understand Young's attempt to show how we need to bring God into the picture, even if the only thing I can do is say, "I believe, help my unbelief!"

I don't want to go into a drawn out discussion about every detail, my point is this story is FICTION.  Very good fiction at that, and just because it follows a Christian theme, it doesn't mean it should be theologically correct.  Since when does Christian Fiction equal Theology!  Its purpose, if done correctly, will point to the one and only book that will give us the answers (Piligram's Progress, Chronicles of Narnia, Lord of the Rings, and other great works of fiction with Christian themes serve to do just that.) 

Characters are created beings in the imagination of the writer.  As a fledging fiction writer myself, it is very difficult for any author to divorce his feelings from his characters, even if the characters are strikingly different from the author's personality.  They are seen through the eyes of the author, and will carry to some degree the stereotypes that the author preceives.  As an author progresses through the craft of writing, they learn to let the character become its own person, yet still not fully void of the author's preception of them.  

I believe Mr. Young made a valiant attempt to present a nice picture of God.  I also believe the brouhaha surrounding this is only feeding into more people buying the book (which is a good thing), and God being who He is, will use it for His purposes as He sees fit.

Let's not forget that God doesn't need our help, but invites us to join him in telling others about His wonderful love.

 

WHOA! (and I don't mean any whoa, but your "Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure" kind-of whoa!)  This story just oozes of so much of God's character, I can't tell you without ruining it!  William Paul Young, the author, weaves such an intricate picture of the triune God, you can't help but feel it resonate into every fiber of your being.  The parallelisms of the characters in the book with my own life, and what Mr. Young went through are almost too staggering for me to believe.

 

But I'm getting ahead of myself here.  Steve Brown's ministry at Key Life has helped me understand more about God's love in ways too lengthy to describe here.  Anyways, Eric, his producer at the sister website, Steve Brown, Etc., had been talking about this book, and mentioned Mr. Young would be their guest on the Friday show of Etc.  I bought the book on Thursday of last week, started reading (well, actually I read the forward, and the first chapter on The Shack website), and finished just a under an hour ago.

 

I am by nature a very detailed orientated person, so any nuance or tidbit dangling somewhere in a plot, theme, setting, dialogue, etc. tends to give me pause.  For example, in the story, the main character recalls a song he sung for his daughter (K-K-K-Katie, beautiful Katie...).  We sang this to our daughter when she was a baby.  There was another reference to a song being sung, or hummed, and I used this as a literary ploy in a story I wrote three years ago (and still in re-write).  Many, many other points stood out, but the icing for me was when I listened to the podcast on Etc. and Mr Young spoke about the abuse he endured as a child.  That did it for me!  By now the 'tapping on my shoulder' from God has become black & blue, and a permanent indentation!

 

I honestly believe these events occurring at this time in my life is no accident.  It's got me kinda spooked, but in a good way.  I see my therapist tomorrow, and can't wait to give him my copy to read.  Since so much relates to events in my life right now, I really need to talk and sort out some junk!

 

Keep all these people in your prayers!

 

I think the title says it all, but I will indulge on the ranker behind it.  It seems that Mr. Hagee made a remark that apparently set off a knee-jerk response from the Catholic League, akin to the CIA when any word in an e-mail vaguely refers to Al-Qaeda.  Catholic League President, Bill Donohue, a self-aggrandizing fighter for justice pertaining to all things Catholic, took offense and went on a tyrannical campaign to humiliate Mr. Hagee for the alleged comment he found derogatory.

 

The letter Mr. Hagee sent addresses reconciliation for his remark, and extends an olive branch.  Bill Donohue's megalomaniacal (and let's not forget narcissistic) ego was willing to succomb to at least accepting the apology, since it would make him look the lesser if he didn't.  In his own words, "...What Hagee has done takes courage and quite frankly I never expected him to demonstrate such sensitivity to our concerns. But he has done just that. Now Catholics, along with Jews, can work with Pastor Hagee in making interfaith relations stronger than ever. Whatever problems we had before are now history. This case is closed.”

 

Well I'm so happy that the great Bill Donohue has bequeathed his seal of approval upon this matter, and because he said so, we must move on.  Yet if one looks at the Catholic League website, you will see articles that reek of pot stirring rhetoric.  Titles such as '"Hagee fibs again", "John Hagee: Veteran Bigot", and other articles unrelated to this matter, ("Kathy Griffin's fans are a sick lot", and my favorite, "Apologize or Debate Me"), show that the Catholic League is an uncaged pitbull, bound and determined to bully and intimidate anyone they please.  Their unchecked, and certainly unchallenged approach to about any subject they deem anti-Catholic has given them the unabashed, and definately unapologetic stance when it comes to these issues.

 

It's no wonder Mr. Hagee apologized.  He had no choice.  It was that or deal with the endless pursuit of 'Brown Shirt's' from Donohue's Catholic League.

 

The irony of all this is when the Clergy Sex Abuse Scandal broke, Donohue attacked the victims of abuse, calling them "Johnny-come-lately's" among other things. (One only needs to go to their website, type into their search engine 'Sex Abuse Scandal', and read any comment by Bill Donohue to quickly get a feel for his take on it.)

 

I know very little of Mr. Hagee's ministry and what he stands for.  He very well may have said all that the Catholic League asserts.  But, the bottom line, Hagee is the better person, even if he didn't send the letter of apology.  And because he did, all the more reason to appreciate the love of Jesus shining through him, (even if Hagee's motives were less than pure), than the staunch demands of Bill Donohue to be right at all cost.

 

I had the dubious displeasure of having to get new tires for my decade old car, which I should be thankful that it still runs.  The tire place is situated in an area where I have to walk at least a half mile to an eating establishment.  This is a good thing, since I drop my car off, walk to the place, get a bite to eat, read, relax, do a sudoku puzzle, and walk back in time for my car to be ready.

 

One of my favorite devotions I read daily is from John Fischer, who likes to talk about the Church of St Arbucks.  Yah, you guessed it.  He likes to talk about how just sitting over a cup of coffee will bring out more than any sermon on any given Sunday morning will do, and how a few people will just buy a total stranger a cup of coffee and invite them to sit down and join in their conversation.

 

So, it got me thinking.  I will walk to the Tim Horton's, which is a mile from the tire establishment, enjoy a breakfast as I described earlier, then buy a dozen donuts before I leave, and when I arrive back to the business, I plop the box on the counter and say "Enjoy".  By then , my car is usually ready, so I finish the paperwork and leave, hopefully having made someone's day a little better.

 

I started doing this, because I hate working Saturdays, and they have to work, knowing they deal with more than a few irrate customers, and it's just nice to know that someone else is thinking about you, at least enough to do that.  Besides, who doesn't like a donut with their coffee?

 

Anyways, if we all do something as small as that for each other, who knows how much we can change our outlook on things.

 

You know, I pass by a fire station each time I go to Tim Horton's... 

 

I finally decided to start back into therapy, after a much extended hiatus because of finances.  Several things have made it nearly impossible for me to continue without the help to deal with my struggles.  To start with, my step mom died the day after Christmas and then my father-in-law 3 days later.  Both from complications from their cancer.  I had been in a creative writing class, and it finished just as the events began to unfold.  I was unable to see my mom one last time, but her indelible courage, grace, and wisdom prevail in my heart.  My father-in-law's illness, or should I say the discovery of his cancer was sudden, and short lived.  Having struggled with the grief and the new responsibility of caring for an elderly parent, has made the challenges of coping with the sexual abuse much more difficult.  My addictions are in full swing.  I sought new legal counsel after the beginning of the year, keeping it under wraps so my wife wouldn't start with the useless questions.  It was all for naught, since the statue of limitations had run out on my case.

 

So, once again, I was without any hope of getting any financial assistance for my therapy.  I went back anyways, using the money I normally give the Church to cover the cost.  I don't like doing that, but I figure God will provide, or at least understand.

 

So far the sessions have gone well, all three I have been to.  Several things came up in our last session, and it starting me thinking about how Theisen groomed me.  I had heard about this documentary Deliver Us From Evil, and decided to watch it this weekend, more to understand why someone would do this and feel no remorse.  I didn't get the answer I was looking for, but I did get a renewed vigor for speaking out, and that the truth would prevail.

 

The Pope was in the U.S. a few weeks ago, and the news punctuated each event he attended with the crisis of the scandal.  Of course the Vatican played it off with assurances that they have learned their lesson, and will behave like good boys should.  As I've mentioned in my earlier posts, victims are killing themselves and it goes unnoticed, but I don't see it that way.  I see it as murder.  The murder they commit is no different then the murders by Josef Mengele's torture of Jewish children, or Hilter's orders to commit such atrocities.  Sure, it's only semantics or degrees thereof, but it fits quite well with the moral and ethical interpretation of it.

 

Few understand that the Catholic church or the Holy See (Vatican) is the only Christian entity that has U.N. recognition as a sovereign nation.  They have diplomatic immunity, and their property, eg. the church, parish, diocese, etc. are considered an 'embassy', where Canon Law is the only one they recognize.  It's amazing that anytime discussion of working out any 'deals' for helping victims must be done on their terms, under their authority, in other words, on their property, where the only law they need to recognize is what the Vatican sees fit to accept.

 

I don't fully understand this, but it makes sense to me when trying to work through the reasons why justice can't be served for victims/survivors.  They play the 'good intentions' card, looking good to the world, knowing full well that people don't understand the concept I just described, and get away with looking the better, then raising their hands up in defeat, saying, "Well, we tried to work with them, but they are just too stubborn."

 

Enough of my bantering.  Just watch the movie, and get your eyes opened!