Acknowledgements and Thanks
Internal medicine, surgery, endocrinology and radiology
specialists at
Kaiser Permanente
(Reston, Virginia
USA),
Johns Hopkins University
Hospital
(Baltimore, Maryland) and
Fairfax Hospital
(Fairfax,
Virginia) developed and agreed upon my course of treatment.
I possibly had the best treatment that could
be obtained.
I especially thank my
family and friends for their love and encouragement.
Discovery. One Fine Day...
One pleasant, sunny mid-winter Sunday afternoon I happened
to read a newspaper aloud to my wife, who was seated across the table.
As she watched me read, she (a physician)
saw a tiny lump on my neck.
She then
felt the “lump” (I couldn’t tell it was there), and thought it most
probably to
be a harmless goiter.
Nevertheless, she
insisted that a biopsy and pathology investigation be done; she did not
appear to be outwardly worried, but we non-physicians
will never know what they are really thinking and feeling.
Diagnosis
As soon as possible, I underwent a fine needle biopsy of the
thyroid.
Basically, a very slender
needle is poked into the thyroid gland to remove a few cells for
examination under a microscope.
It
stung a bit, but really wasn’t that bad (and I psychologically hate
needles).
It was amusing to see the
assisting medical
technologist get ready to bolt me down as the pathologist went in with
the
little needle.
A few days later, the bad news was in.
I
learned that I had a very rare form of
thyroid
cancer, and not a harmless goiter after all.
I was 49 years old at that time, with no troubles in the world,
and
in seemingly perfect health.
There are
four forms of thyroid cancer.
Two are comparatively simple and curable;
two are much more ominous (and incurable)-- medullary thyroid cancer
and
anaplastic thyroid cancer.
The former
is not invariably fatal; the latter is truly unfortunate.
I had the former.
I soon embarked on a fast-paced journey…with implications to
my two daughters, younger brother and younger sister.
Medullary thyroid cancer grows very slowly, and so may not be detected
until it is far advanced. It also comes in two forms: sporadic
(random occurrence) and hereditary (inherited within families).
The
latter implies that certain relatives (brothers, sisters and
children) must be tested immediately for medullary thyroid cancer; if
positive,
they must have their thyroids removed.
In
my
case, chromosomal blood studies (ordered by my endocrinologist) showed
that I
had the sporadic form, which meant that only I (and not my children or
siblings) was affected.
Next,
Computed Axial
Tomography (CAT) scans were ordered to find the
cancer sites in my neck.
In addition, a
Positron Emission Tomography
18F
scan was done to establish whether the cancer had spread to other parts
of my
body; fortunately, it had not.
These
scans provide fundamental information to the surgeon who operates on
the
patient.
Surgery
March 21
st, 2001 – Thyroid surgery is very delicate and has
risks. After prefatory consultation
with a highly respected surgeon, I had a complete thyroidectomy and
radical right neck
dissection (to remove lymph node involvement).
This was a major surgical procedure, requiring intubation and
total anesthesia; it took about 7.5 hours.
I
recovered from the surgery very quickly,
experienced no significant pain, and returned to my home about 1.5 days
after
the surgery (as noted above, my wife is a physician, which may have
been a
factor in allowing me home so soon).
Of
course, without a
thyroid, I began
taking a synthetic hormone
(levothroid,
later
levoxyl) to
replace the essential hormone
thyroxine (a
combination of hormones T
3 and T
4, which can be
converted to T
3) that is normally
produced
by the thyroid gland.
I spent several
weeks resting at home, with no significant problems.
Radiation Therapy
The utility of radiation in treating medullary thyroid
cancer is not well understood, and so there was some discussion among
the
surgical, endocrinology, internal medicine and radiology specialists
who
followed my case.
Among the issues
were:
Should radiation be used at all?
(consensus: Yes); When should radiation be commenced? (consensus: About
6 weeks
after the surgery); Should radiation be applied to both sides of my
neck?
(consensus: Both sides).
Gamma
radiation is thought to disrupt the cell division of cancer
cells,
and thus to mitigate the increase of very small numbers of cancer cells
that would invariably remain (and thus
increase) even after the most skillful surgery.
Of
course, radiation also damages normal cells, and so radiation
must be very carefully applied to the appropriate areas of the neck,
using
special combinations of intersecting gamma ray beams.
The radiation therapy took place between May 7
th,
2001 (about 6 weeks after my surgery) and June 22, 2001 at Fairfax
Hospital in
Northern Virginia.
Here is a summary of my experience with 34 daily radiation
treatments to the neck.
These occurred
over a 7 week period, with Monday through Friday treatments.
- 1st week -- Few effects were noticed. I
continued to work full-time, except for
1.5 hours per day to go for treatment.
- 2nd week – I noticed fatigue, reddening or
light
"sunburn" to the shoulders and neck. I
experienced loss of taste and appetite.
- 3rd week – I developed a markedly reduced
ability
to swallow or tolerate any foods that required chewing.
I mostly lived on a liquid diet of
milkshakes and commercial dietary supplements.
- 4th & 5th weeks -- I
experienced
intractable hiccups and coughing fits. My
voice began to fail. Fatigue
began setting in.
- End of 5th week – I experienced extreme
fatigue,
and I began taking half-days at work. I
was unable to swallow even small pills, and needed to dissolve all
pills before
taking them.
- 6th week – I took total leave from work; my
voice
was essentially gone. I had severe burns
to the neck and shoulders. I
experienced severe choking, with coughing seizures / fits.
I began to dread going to daily radiation
treatments.
- 7th week – I suffered from significant
exhaustion, and needed to sleep almost constantly.
The coughing fits continued; I began to seriously dread
choking
and coughing fits. Sleep was often
marked by strange dreams and (I am told) rambling whispers.
- Final week – The radiation treatments conclude at end of
the
week (June 22nd, 2001). I
recovered at home for the next two weeks. My
body weight was down by about 8%, to about 139 pounds.
I was physically tired, but mentally well.
Suggestions Regarding Radiation
Here are some things that may make radiation therapy more
bearable:
- Use "Magic Mouthwash", which is a thick emulsion
of lidocaine, etc. that will help control throat pain. This must be prescribed by a physician.
- Stock up on "Ensure", an expensive (but worth it)
high protein dietary supplement that comes in several flavors; it can
be found
in 8 ounce cans in grocery or drug stores. I
liked the vanilla and the butter pecan, chilled in the
refrigerator. It tastes OK, soothes the
throat, and really did satisfy hunger.
- Get a good blender and prepare fresh "rocket fuel"
milkshakes... lots of cream, milk, malted milk, sugar and blended fruit. Such nutritious milkshakes help a lot, can be
taken to
work in a thermos, or even to lunch with friends.
- Watch your favorite funny movies or comedies at home. Keep your spirits up. It
very
much
helps to maintain a sense of
humor and personal peace.
- Sleep, Sleep, Sleep... your family and friends shouldn't
worry; you simply will need to SLEEP.
- If intractable hiccups occur, let your internist know
immediately, since various medicines can be prescribed to calm this
awful
condition. The sort of hiccups I refer
to are frighteningly severe.
Other Observations About Radiation
- You may feel truly awful for weeks after the radiation
treatments stop.
- Let your family and children help or do things for you, so
they will be less afraid.
- You will probably recover slowly.
- Was the radiation hell on earth? Yes. Was it
necessary? Yes.
Recovery
- July 6th, 2001 – About two weeks after my last
radiation dose, I returned to work (on a Friday). I
was able to function well, but was very tired by the end of the
day.
- July 18th, 2001 – I traveled to Santa Fe for a
business meeting. I still experienced
choking on foods, but was able to function productively.
Most foods tasted bad. My voice
was
very low and gravely. Probably only my
associates could tell I had
been through this ordeal.
- August 2001 – I noted improvements to my voice and
ability
to taste foods. I continued to
experience tightness in the throat, along with hoarseness, with
occasional
gagging on liquids or foods. I was able
to enjoy a family beach vacation in late August.
- January 2002 -- Most taste sensation had returned. My voice was lower pitched, but
recovering. I still had occasional
throat mucous or tightness.
- January 2003 – At this time I had complete recovery of my
voice; my sense of food tastes had completely recovered.
My body weight was exactly right, at about
150 lbs; my physical endurance was excellent; I still had occasional
light
throat mucous. The only lasting effect
was basically positive... my morning shave became extremely easy--
beard growth
at about 1/3 of that prior to the radiation. Of
course, this is Bad News if you like beards.
Epilogue – November 2006
Am I cured? No. This
is not yet a curable disease. Am I
worried about it? No.
I normally do not think about medullary thyroid cancer; however,
my
prognosis is good. If anything, this
odyssey has made me appreciate life more than ever.
Is my neck badly scarred from the surgery? Surprisingly,
no. Although the incision was made about 2 inches below my right
ear, dipping downward and then up slightly on the left side of my
throat, the surgeon's skillful stitching left only a faint mark.
Do problems remain? I have some difficulty swallowing pills;
anything bigger than an almond would choke me.
My
calcitonin
and CEA (Carcino Embryonic Antigen) blood
levels are checked twice per year; prognosis for those with medullary
thryroid cancer appears to be strongly correlated with
calcitonin
doubling time. My blood level of
TSH
(Thyroid-Stimulating Hormone) also is monitored, to be sure that my
dose of levoxyl is correct. I continue to be seen twice a year
by my
endocrinologist; an ultrasound scan on my neck is done once per year.
I live life fully, personally and professionally.
My
family life is better than ever (wife
& two daughters, ages 18 and 10); I fully indulge my hobbies and
interests
(piano playing, art/antique collecting, investing, poetry, exercise and
genealogy); and continue with a demanding career (unless told,
colleagues can’t
guess I had this problem).
Best Wishes & Luck to those who read this.
Useful Links
American Thyroid Association -
Thyroid Clinical Trials