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Eric Slater

 

A textbook case of bad reporting - C.W. Nevius Saturday, April 16, 2005 –SFGATE.COM           

The death of Chico State pledge Matthew Carrington from drinking too much water in a hazing incident reverberated throughout the Bay Area and was the source of intense media coverage.

 

On March 29, the Los Angeles Times published a long story by reporter Eric Slater about the impact of the 21-year-old Pleasant Hill college student's death on the campus and Chico.

 

To be blunt, Slater's story was a mess.

 

That's not one opinion. Many people agree, from Chico State President Paul Zingg to the management of the Los Angeles Times.

 

Even Slater thinks so. After the Times printed a correction two days later, he wrote a rambling public e-mail in which he called the Chico piece "the worst story in my 19-year journalism career.''

 

But the point here is not that a reporter did a bad job on a story. It goes deeper than that, and at a time when public trust in the news media has never been lower, it goes to the heart of what we do and our relationship with our readers.

 

Certainly Slater's story was not an advertisement for a paper that would win two Pulitzer Prizes the next week. Slater missed the population of Chico by 36,000, said a student at a nearby college died when he was only hospitalized, quoted Zingg without mentioning that he'd lifted the quote from a local newspaper rather than speak to Zingg himself, and said Chico State was well known for basketball when he surely meant baseball.

 

Those are just the errors cited in the correction, but now it may be getting worse.

 

"It is certainly beginning to look like much of it, if not all of it, is a fabrication,'' Zingg said Friday.

 

Serious questions are now being raised. Some people are asking whether Slater even went to Chico.

 

Slater's employer indicated in an e-mail sent to The Chronicle on Friday that the Times is taking the concern seriously. On April 7, the paper sent editor Jim Newton to Chico to investigate. Newton spoke to many people on campus, including Michelle Dobin, a student who is president of the Panhellenic Council and had written to the Times complaining about the story.

 

Dobin wasn't alone. From the Chico State journalism program to the city's daily newspaper, the story's four unnamed sources, off-kilter descriptions and factual errors had drawn suspicion.

 

Journalism Professor Glen Bleske compiled a list of suspicious circumstances in the story and sent it with a letter to the Times; it was not published, nor did he get a response. "If he was (here), he didn't do much reporting," Bleske told me.

 

David Little, editor of the Chico Enterprise Record, says his journalistic antenna went up immediately. Slater quoted a tipsy, underage student walking out of the Crazy Horse Saloon (a bar so strict on proper IDs that it has a scanner to check for fakes, according to Bleske and others) and a former Playboy bunny walking to a bar who told Slater she posed nude for the magazine. Those and other students offer perfect, well-phrased quotes, but none will identify herself.

 

"She posed nude for Playboy, but won't give her name to the L.A. Times?'' Dobin asked incredulously.

 

"There are 15,000 students on campus," Little said, "and you can't get one to go on the record?"

 

Even when Slater uses a name, there is something odd. He says he spoke to a Paul Greene, "born and raised in this town,'' who was so upset by Carrington's death that he "went to the funeral -- just stood outside.''

 

But as Little points out, the funeral was in the Bay Area, in Alamo. And as critics like Little and Bleske say, isn't it odd that Greene would drive three hours and then not go in, even if it was standing-room only? When Little wrote in a column that he was unable to track down a "Paul Greene," he noted that "No Paul Greene came forward and said, 'I did talk to this guy.' "

 

In fact, it is hard to find anyone Slater spoke with. He certainly didn't talk to Zingg -- who is still steamed -- until after the story appeared, when Slater called to apologize.

 

The exception seems to be Connie Huyck, the program coordinator for Greek life on campus. Huyck says Slater called her on her cell phone but when the interview started badly she suggested they meet in person, assuming he was in Chico.

 

"I can't,'' she said Slater told her. "I am working on another story.''

 

Attempts to reach Slater, his editor and Newton were not successful. But Martha Goldstein, the Times' vice president for communication, responded late Friday to my calls about Slater's story with this statement:

 

"Editors at the Los Angeles Times have been made aware that there may be flaws in the March 29 Chico State story that were not addressed in the correction that ran on March 31. Needless to say, this is an issue of concern as well to everyone here, and editors are in the process of reviewing the matter. Please be assured that if there are additional problems with the story, the Times will report its findings when the review is completed."

 

Stay tuned. At this point, it seems the only people who want to talk about this are on the Chico State campus.

 

"I know this,'' said journalism professor Bleske. "I am going to use this story in my class for at least the next decade. He's given me a great teaching tool."

 

As an example of what not to do.

 

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Los Angeles Times Correction, Published: April 20, 2005:

 

Editor Jim Newton’s Investigation in Chico revealed many reporting mistakes:

 

On March 31, The Times published a correction of four errors in a March 29 article about controversies arising from fraternity hazing at Cal State Chico. At the same time, editors began a full review of the story, which was published on the front page of the California section. Based on that inquiry, which included a visit to Chico by a Times editor, the paper has concluded that the article fell far short of Times standards.

Beyond the specific errors, the newspaper's inquiry found that the methods used in reporting the story were substandard. The quotations from anonymous sources and from two named sources, a Mike Rodriguez and a Paul Greene, could not be verified.

 

Additional inaccuracies found during the investigation include the following:

 

In describing a hazing death this year, the article said that the victim died after drinking five gallons of water from a "rubber bladder bag." The Butte County district attorney reported that the amount of water exceeded five gallons and that it came from a plastic jug, not a bladder bag.

 

The story also reported that the victim was alone at the time of his death. The D.A. reported that this was not the case.

 

The article attributed to "medical examiners" the idea that the victim may have experienced a moment of euphoria shortly before his death. That belief has been expressed by the victim's father, who told the Chico Enterprise Record that he based it on his own research. Butte County's district attorney said it does not appear in any medical reports related to the current case.

 

The article said that the parents of Adrian Heideman, a hazing victim who died in 2000, showed their son's day planner to hazing expert Hank Nuwer. Nuwer informed The Times' readers' representative that he was not shown Heideman's day planner by his parents; he heard it described by Heideman's father over the phone.

 

Separate from the March 29 article, a review of an earlier story on the same subject revealed another error. On March 5, The Times reported that eight fraternity members had been charged with involuntary manslaughter. In fact, eight were charged with hazing, and four of them were also charged with involuntary manslaughter.

 

The writer of both articles, Eric Slater, has been dismissed from the staff.

 

ERIC SLATER’S LETTER T0 COLLEAGUES FOLLOWING FIRST RETRACTION:

 

Friends and colleagues, I wrote the worst story in my 19-year journalism career the other day. I wanted to apologize to you directly.

 

Please read the story and the corrections, as a favor to me. You will see why the national media is now writing about me. I also suggest you read that coverage. Slate, Romesko, and the New York Post are the best/worst.

 

Most of you are journalists and will enjoy reading these pieces. You may note that I have spoken to no outside media. No one at Slate, Romenesko, has ever called, left a message at any of three public phone numbers, or sent me an email. A reporter for the Chico paper, which broke the story, did call me after her first piece ran.

 

I have spoken with very few people. Now, at the suggestion of a wise colleague who weathered a difficult and mostly false snowstorm--blown up mostly by colleagues in journalism--I have decided to apologize to you. You, in turn, may pass this mea culpa along to anyone you like. You may call or email me and ask me about anything, including my handsome BMW GS1100 Paris-Dakar motorcycle. If I don't get back with you swiftly, please know that I am clad in helmet and leather and follow many of the better rules of the road.

 

Those of you who know me well may hang me the highest or cut that rope from which I'm dangling. (There's some melodrama. Forgive me) You know I am a terrible book/housekeeper who I can file a prize-winning story via satellite phone while sitting in the high desert of Afghanistan ducking red tracer rounds, an 80-inch tale complete with multisyllabic words and purple prose and lots of facts and lots of color and more sources than ever make any story. You know I need a damn haircut, hippie, and to go back to church, maybe.

 

I hope you also know I would never make up a source--not now, not ever.

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Diana Griego Erwin

 

Newspaper Columnist Resigns After Inquiry

The Sacramento Bee says Diana Griego Erwin could not confirm the identities of her sources.

The writer says she did nothing wrong.

 

By James Rainey, Times Staff Writer

 

The Sacramento Bee announced Thursday the resignation of an award-winning columnist, the latest in a series of cases across the nation in which journalists had been forced from their jobs because of questions about the veracity of their reporting.

 

In an explanation to readers, Bee Executive Editor Rick Rodriguez wrote that Diana Griego Erwin could not adequately answer questions that first arose last month about whether "people mentioned in several recent columns actually existed."

 

Griego Erwin, who shared a Pulitzer Prize in 1986 while at the Denver Post and who was a columnist for the Orange County Register, said in a statement to the Bee that she had done "nothing wrong."

 

"This inquiry came at the end of a six-month string of personal crises in my life," Griego Erwin told The Times in an e-mail, "and, frankly, I didn't have the emotional reserve to answer The Bee's questions quickly enough."

 

The departure of Griego Erwin, who wrote three columns a week, continues the run of recent embarrassments for newspapers, many of which have cost writers their jobs.

 

Last week, USA Today Pentagon correspondent Tom Squitieri resigned under pressure after lifting quotes from another newspaper and using other quotes without attribution.

 

That followed on the heels of the resignation of veteran Atlanta Journal-Constitution reporter Al Levine, who pilfered information from two Florida newspapers without crediting them.

 

Los Angeles Times reporter Eric Slater was dismissed last month when editors at the newspaper could not verify information in an article he wrote about fraternity hazing at Cal State Chico.

 

The recent headliner in the string of news scandals was bestselling author, sports columnist and TV personality Mitch Albom, who was suspended from the Detroit Free Press for describing a scene in the stands at an NCAA basketball tournament game before the game had been played.

 

With polls showing journalists already held in low esteem, the run of bad news has alarmed many in the business.

 

Some reporters and editors theorize that shortcuts and sloppiness have increased because of more competition from Internet news sites and 24-hour television news. Others think standards have been raised and that newspapers insist on more exact reporting than they did in the past.

 

But there is agreement about a greater recognition of industry transgressions, which are posted immediately by several journalism websites, most prominently Jim Romenesko's column on the Poynter Institute's site at poynter.org.

 

Managers at the Bee said concerns about Griego Erwin's work began on a Saturday in late April, when an editor could not get satisfactory answers to questions about a column.

 

The piece centered on a fatal fistfight between fans after a Sacramento Kings basketball game. The column proposed that a fan had died needlessly, perhaps because of "male testosterone, alcohol and the sometimes unsavory fanaticism that's part of the sports experience."

 

Those familiar with the situation said Griego Erwin could not provide more details to confirm the identities of an unnamed bar and a bartender who she had quoted in the man-on-the-street-style column.

 

The piece was held from its normal spot on the front of the newspaper's Metro section on Sunday, April 24. It ran two days later — rewritten and with the suspect elements removed, two people familiar with the process said. They spoke on condition of anonymity.

 

Bee editors reviewed several other recent Griego Erwin columns, and said that in about half a dozen cases the writer could not satisfy them that individuals mentioned in the columns were real. The newspaper did not identify the columns.

 

"We are continuing to investigate. What more will happen I'm not prepared to say," Rodriguez said in an interview.

 

Colleagues said the mistake might be especially hard for Rodriguez, who last month was elected president of the American Society of Newspaper Editors.

 

Rodriguez said that during his tenure he intended to emphasize ethics and the watchdog role editors must play. On the organization's website, he listed his pet peeve: "Sloppy mistakes."

 

Griego Erwin came to the Bee 12 years ago. She began her career as a freelancer for The Times before working for the Denver Post and the Register.

 

She was a lead reporter in a Post investigation that won a Pulitzer Prize for public service for articles about missing children. She also won a George Polk Award at the Post.

 

Griego Erwin did not detail the personal crises that she mentioned in her statement, but Bee employees said she was going through a divorce.

 

Asked about her future, Griego Erwin responded:

 

"Plan? I don't have a plan. As I said, I've had a lot of personal drama lately and I just need a break. I plan on resting and sleeping a lot. I deserve it."

 

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Sacramento Bee – Sunday, June 26, 2005

To our readers:

  When Diana Griego Erwin resigned last month amid controversy, I promised you a deeper review of her work as a Bee columnist.

In the accompanying story, we report the results of our investigation. The findings are troubling: We have been unable to verify the existence of 43 people she named in her columns. This doesn't prove these people don't exist, but despite extensive research we have been unable to find them.

 

We know that credibility with our readers is at the heart of what we do. That's why we put this investigation through two lenses: a management team and a team of award-winning investigative reporters.

 

Recent ethical lapses at several newsrooms around the country spurred us to strengthen our editing standards and to work to elevate our performance. The questions that led to the investigation of Griego Erwin's columns grew out of that process.

 

But meeting these standards -and your expectations of us - requires constant vigilance. And we hope you will let us know in the future if you feel we have failed you.

 

I'm sorry our work with Diana Griego Erwin didn't meet our expectations or yours. Our recent lessons have been painful, but you have my word that we are committed to improving. Nothing means more to us than your trust and readership.

 

 

- Rick Rodriguez, executive editor

 

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An internal investigation into the published work of former Bee columnist Diana Griego Erwin found 43 cases in which individuals named by the writer could not be authenticated as real people.

Griego Erwin, whose column ran three days a week on The Bee's Metro page, resigned May 11 after she failed to substantiate details from several recent columns. She has denied fabricating any information.

 

The Bee investigation - conducted by reporters, editors and researchers - initially focused on Griego Erwin's work during the previous 16 months.

 

From Jan. 1, 2004, until her final column on April 26, Griego Erwin wrote 171 columns. The Bee's investigation found 30 names in 27 separate columns that could not be verified during that time period. The people could not be found in voter registration rolls, property records, telephone books, identity databases or through scores of phone calls.

 

In light of those findings, the review expanded to include a sampling of columns spanning her 12-year tenure with the newspaper, and 13 additional cases in another 10 columns were found.

 

Many of the columns in question fit a template: essays, often with a surprising O. Henry twist, about a singular person who faces a challenge and surmounts it. Their stories frequently reflect a theme taken from current headlines - wildfires, for example, or prison brutality, school shootings, murderous road rage or a high-profile trial.

 

Some are people with last names so unusual they don't appear anywhere in the United States. For example, a column that ran May 13, 1997, described Victor Budriyev, a Russian immigrant who lost his sweetheart to the bright lights of Los Angeles. The Bee could find no Victor Budriyev in the United States, nor a single citation for "Budriyev" in all of the massive Google search engine.

 

Some don't show up where they should: Donald Burton, a "barber" who is not on the state's list of licensed barbers. Margaret Brown, a "retired teacher" who is not on the rolls of the teachers retirement system. Others are described as longtime homeowners whose names do not appear on property records for their communities.

 

These are not anonymous sources; they all have names. And Griego Erwin often provided intimate details about the individuals and their lives, from the creases in their faces to the names of their pets.

 

"These are people we should have been able to find," said Bee Executive Editor Rick Rodriguez. "It kills us that we can't. We still hope they will turn up, but we're presenting the facts as we found them. Obviously, we feel strongly that we should have been able to find these individuals."

 

In the year preceding the inquiry, The Bee had significantly tightened its policy on use of anonymous sources in stories, part of a nationwide trend to ensure fairness and credibility in newspaper reporting.

 

"We had been talking about stricter standards for anonymous sources in news stories," Rodriguez said. "So we asked ourselves: Are we giving the columnists too much leeway?"

 

In that spirit, a red flag went up when an editor asked Griego Erwin a routine question on April 23: What was the name of the tavern where she interviewed Anthony Romero, the bartender who was a focal point of the column?

 

Griego Erwin said she couldn't remember, although the interview ostensibly took place the evening before.

 

"Two weeks later, when we still didn't have the answer to that question, it raised more questions," Rodriguez said.

 

Eventually, Griego Erwin identified a bar she thought might have been the place. However, that bar did not employ an Anthony Romero.

 

At the time of her resignation, Griego Erwin denied doing anything wrong. She said she was resigning for personal reasons and maintained that ultimately her sources would be proved authentic. In the weeks since, she has provided the newspaper with no further information.

 

Griego Erwin was not asked to participate in the broader review of her work that occurred after her resignation. She declined to be interviewed for this article, writing June 9 in an e-mail: "The story has been told and I am sad that The Bee continues to pursue this."

 

She took issue with the continued scrutiny, saying it is undeserved, and then concluded: "Surely there are more important stories out there than another about me. I know there are. Even now, I come across them every day."

 

Shortly before she quit, Bee editors asked her to supply contact information for people mentioned in four recent columns: Audrey Hellund, from a column decrying senseless violence; Elsie Chau, described as a downtown homeowner who befriended a homeless woman; Margaret Brown, quoted in a column about racial inequities; and Mary Magorki, featured in a column promoting self-defense for women.

 

Rodriguez said the people chosen should not have been difficult for her to track down, particularly because Griego Erwin appeared to have interviewed two of the subjects in their homes.

 

When she was unable to provide contact information for any of the four, editors became alarmed and broadened the inquiry. (The Bee's public editor printed the four names in his May 22 column, and none has come forward.)

 

Bee City Editor Stuart Drown did the initial review of the 171 columns. He started by eliminating people who were well known. For others, he checked Northern California phone listings - calling anyone with a similar name - and followed clues from the columns, contacting trailer parks, adoption agencies, bars, restaurants and numerous workplaces to try to find the people named.

 

Drown excluded unnamed sources from the review, because they would be impossible to check without Griego Erwin's cooperation.

 

He turned over the names of those who could not be found to the newspaper's director of editorial research, Pete Basofin.

 

Basofin ran them through California People Finder and Accurint, databases that provide addresses and phone numbers going back years. He also searched county property records, public documents such as court records, the newspaper's archives, and old city directories in The Bee's editorial research department.

 

In the end, 30 names still could not be confirmed, an outcome Basofin found surprising.

 

Given the reach of modern databases, "It's unusual when we can't find any trace of someone, particularly homeowners and people who vote," he said.

 

As a test of the newspaper's research system, editors did a random check of the work of three other Bee columnists. Editors checked out names from 36 columns written by Anita Creamer, R.E. Graswich and Bob Sylva. Every name in every column was easily verified.

 

During newsroom meetings called to address the Griego Erwin situation, some Bee staff members suggested investigative reporters be assigned to the inquiry as a further check. In response, Rodriguez assigned two reporters, asking them to examine Drown's findings and pursue the inquiry further.

 

They created a computer spreadsheet with details and characteristics from the problematic columns. From this grid, patterns emerged that the two reporters used to pinpoint earlier columns that needed to be reviewed.

 

Along with the whimsical nature of many of the columns in question, the reporters noted that vital identifiers often were missing: Though the person is named, no hometown is given, or no occupation, or the name is so common it defies pinning down.

 

Sometimes the site of the interview is oddly generic: "a senior center" with no name or location. Similarly, "a neighborhood coffeehouse" or a home "in a dip in a road in an older area of the county."

 

That last is from a column about Carrie Escarta that ran Sept. 26, 2004.

 

The Escarta column provides small details that run like threads through Griego Erwin's work: people discover hidden notes or keep poetry journals or read piles of books.

 

Escarta's neighborhood isn't mentioned. She is given no age or occupation. The elderly woman who previously owned the home - and left the secret notes and journals - is not named, nor the son who apparently forced her to move.

 

The column indicates Escarta had bought the house a few years before. But the Sacramento County recorder's database of deeds shows no one named Escarta buying a house in the past 15 years. Furthermore, the surname "Escarta" does not exist anywhere in California - or the nation - in any of The Bee's resources.

 

On Oct. 19, three weeks after the Escarta column, Griego Erwin wrote about 89-year-old Mary Carter, who was living "in a two-room cabin in the foothills a few miles outside of Georgetown," a town of about 960. The columnist said the woman lived alone - "so simply that the neighbors worry" - with her walls of books, poetry journals and two lolling cats.

 

No such woman can be found in El Dorado County property records, voter registration files, or The Bee's identity databases. In a phone interview, Alice Funk, a 50-year Georgetown resident and member of the Georgetown Seniors Club, interrupted her Yahtzee game to say she'd never heard of a Mary Carter, "and I think I would have if she lived around here."

 

Even so, the lack of data does not prove conclusively that this person was fabricated. She may have slipped through the cracks. But, as with the others, The Bee could not verify her existence.

 

Three weeks ago, The Bee widened the investigation to check columns going back to Griego Erwin's arrival at the newspaper in 1993. Though these subjects are harder to verify - they may have died or moved away - the newspaper does have access to early city directories and older electronic records. Through these sources, the reporters unearthed several cases that fit the pattern of other problem columns and could not be authenticated.

 

How could Griego Erwin's work have escaped editorial scrutiny for so long? Rodriguez says there are several reasons, beginning with her elevated status as a columnist and her journalistic credentials.

 

At age 25, Griego Erwin worked on a project that won the 1986 Pulitzer Prize for public service for the Denver Post. She has received other prestigious national awards as well, including a George Polk award and the 1990 commentary prize from the American Society of Newspaper Editors.

 

"With a high-profile columnist, especially with the credentials present in this case, it is not first nature or even second nature to ask them if the person they're writing about actually exists," Rodriguez said. "Columnists are given more latitude in their writing style. It's more personalized. They share their voice and their views with the community."

 

The detailed descriptions that flowed through the narratives also lent a sense of credibility, he added.

 

"As an editor, when you get that many details from a writer, you're less likely to question the authenticity," Rodriguez said. "She even described the way the cat's tail was curling."

 

Another factor came into play. Unlike news stories, columns usually are not illustrated with photographs of the subject. That may change, according to Rodriguez.

 

One thing already has changed, he said.

 

"Our editors are asking tougher questions of our reporters," said Rodriguez. "I hope that the reporters will take it upon themselves to understand that the public trust has been violated here and so they will readily provide the information."

 

The Bee's investigation comes against a backdrop of recent journalism scandals. In the last two years, USA Today, the Los Angeles Times and the Detroit Free Press have grappled with ethical breaches involving fabrications or plagiarism.

 

Most recently, Newsweek retracted a report, based on an anonymous source, that guards at the U.S. military prison at Guantánamo Bay, Cuba, had flushed a Quran down a toilet.

 

This growing list erodes public trust in journalists, said Barbara O'Connor, a communications professor who heads the Institute for the Study of Politics and Media at California State University, Sacramento.

 

"There has been some increase in the number of these cases, but I don't think it's a great increase," she said. "It's just so much easier to ferret them out these days. With communications technology, it's easier for journalists to gather information - but it also makes it easier for their editors to find plagiarists or to check out the identity of folks in stories."

 

Although such cases have emerged across the country, Rodriguez believes they are not the norm.

 

"I don't think it is commonplace at all," he said. "Certainly not here. But there are 300 people working, gathering news for the paper. Can we say this will never happen again at The Bee? No. Nothing in life is guaranteed. All we can guarantee is we'll try harder."

 

About the writer:

The Bee's Dorothy Korber can be reached at (916) 321-1061 or dkorber@sacbee.com. Bee researchers Pete Basofin and Becky Boyd contributed to this report.

 

http://www.sacbee.com/content/news/story/13132312p-13976454c.html

Listed here are links to the Griego Erwin columns that contained sources that cannot be authenticated by The Bee. Most of the columns use only one named person, and that was the individual who could not be verified. But 12 columns involve multiple people. In those columns, these are the people we could not authenticate:

  • April 26, 2005: Audrey Hellund
  • Jan. 4, 2005: Kathy Wilkes
  • Feb. 20, 2005: Sheila Baston, Mary Magorki
  • Sept. 7, 2004: Tess Meneses, Eddie Patton
  • June 15, 2004: Beverly Jones, Nancy McCormick
  • May 18, 2004: Nancy Murillo
  • June 8, 1999: Trisha Killinger, Donald Killinger, Amy Santos
  • Oct. 22, 1995: Casey Klinberger
  • Oct. 20, 1995: Sandy Squires
  • Oct. 6, 1995: Donald Burton
  • Sept. 19, 1995: Sally Bartenelli
  • July 11, 1993: Theresa Smithe

 


 

CLASSIC EXAMPLE:

Diana Griego Erwin: Cherry pie and a notebook - a missed connection she can't forget

By Diana Griego Erwin -- Bee Columnist

Published 2:15 am PDT Thursday, May 20, 2004

Last year on May 21, Margaret Gardner sat in a small family-style restaurant in Fair Oaks waiting. She smoothed her skirt and every so often dabbed at the drops of coffee splashed on the saucer's rim.

As always, she sat at the counter in a particular place to watch the door without appearing to do so. Then she ordered what she orders every year on May 21.

 Pie. Cherry pie. One year they'd run out and she'd had to settle for apple.

Yes, every year on May 21, Margaret goes through this ritual, which started in 1998 with a reconciliation. It involved someone she was supposed to meet here, but of course you've already guessed that.

And so Margaret and I met, not on May 21, but on another date, in this same, small diner, a place where the older waitresses still wear starched white aprons with a touch of frill around the hemline. The cafe, which she asked me not to name, is a noisy place where the busy busboy deposits the bin of dirty dishes in the back a little too roughly. A few of the waitresses are purposely surly, but pleasantly so, or at least in a way that's expected. When the door opens, a whoosh of traffic intrudes from outside. The grill cook and the waitress with the most seniority banter viciously, and all the regulars listen in on it and comment. It's like pro Wrestling. It's not real, but it sure is entertaining.

The day I met Margaret, she was the lone picture of calm inside the place. Her short gray hair is worn in a curly style that is slightly dated. Her gauzy flowered dress is loose under a petite tweed jacket.

"I called you because you tell stories, right?" Margaret asked. "Real ones."

In 1997, she and her sister had a terrible fight over their parents' estate, bickering over everything, right down to candleholders that neither of them could remember the family ever using. Her sister stomped out of their parents' home, vowing never to speak to Margaret again. The Gardners always were "a stubborn lot," Margaret said. "We were known for it."

About a year later, the sisters agreed to reconcile. "The fight was probably mostly stress over our parents' deaths, one after the other," Margaret explained. "Neither of us cared about any of that old stuff. The whole thing was silly."

They were supposed to meet at this very cafe on May 21, 1998, but her sister failed to show. Instead, Margaret sat talking to a man sitting at the counter. Both of them were eating cherry pie. He noticed that Margaret kept watching the door and she told him about the sisterly fallout.

Are you sure she said today? he asked.

"Well, she said the 21st," Margaret answered.

Maybe she meant June 21, he reasoned, laughing. Or July 21.

 

The two talked for hours, about books and art history and where they hoped to travel. You see this all over the city every day, people making connections, then disappearing in opposite directions. As he left, he joked about returning June 21 to witness the sisters' actual reconciliation. A few minutes later, Margaret glanced down and noticed a small notebook.

"Inside, were the most beautiful poems you've ever read," she said. It also included small photos and pictures from magazines taped to some pages. A small brass key was taped to another page. She ran outside, but he was gone.

Margaret and her sister did reconcile and shortly after, in July, a waitress at the same cafe told Margaret that a man had been in there asking about her a few nights before and on an earlier occasion, too. A man? Yeah, you sat right there all night one night talking to him, she said, pointing at the stools at the counter.

They figured out that he'd probably been in on June 21 and about a month before, but that was a long time ago now. She's often imagined finding him and returning the notebook. Showing up every May 21 was "just something kind of silly I did," she said. This year, Friday, she won't be going; it's too disappointing.

But if he's out there, she's looking.

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