October 13, 2006 11a

Vicky's visit with the doctor this week went great. Her labs look good and the bone density scan shows well within normal ranges. This week is notable in that it was this week three years ago that the biopsy came back positive. That moment in time is one that will never leave memory. Vicky is able to be a positive influence for many that pass her path in her daily career. Unfortunately, from time to time, the patients that share her path do not have much path left in their Life. When their path comes to an end it is especially hard on Vicky. She is incredible at handling the load but each cross that erects behind her is a marker on the landscape of reality.  Vicky knows that she is so blessed and with each day come those that face their fate, fill their pack with faith and positive attitude, and start their walk. Fill someone's pack today with Love and encouragement. It really helps focus one's vision on the future. 

September 28, 2006 9a

Vicky's latest labs came back and the CA27.29 marker was 22.  As this is well below the range limit of 38, she is pleased.  All is going great.  She will have her quarterly meeting with the oncologist in a couple of weeks. In addition to working every day in the operating room, she is also teaching a health class at the local college. Busy is her favorite mode. 

August 7, 2006 9a

Life has changed quite a bit around the Lemons' home. Kendall has moved from Denver to attend Frontier Community College here in Fairfield. We are delighted that she made this decision and now lives with us. Vicky wrapped up her part-time teaching gig at the college and is doing great. She attended the "Women of Faith" conference in St. Louis last weekend and really enjoyed the big event. 

July 5, 2006 3p

Thankfully, Vic's labs came back today with the CA27.29 down to 17.2  (yipee)

Vicky is doing great.  We had  a restful 4th.  Thanks for checking-in and for the continued prayers.

June 26, 2006 1p

Vicky is doing great. She has been working plenty of hours and has even added a teaching gig to her schedule. For 8 weeks, she is teaching "Medical Terminology" at the Frontier Community College here in Fairfield.  Classes are 3:30 - 6:10p  on Mon and Wed. As she loves to keep busy, this fits in great.

Her last labs came back with her CA27.29 marker slightly elevated at 21.5 (up from 16) but still well within the acceptable range. But, since it is up, the doc suggested that she retest in a month rather than wait for the quarterly check. So, early July she will retest when she has her Zometa treatment.  We know that the tests and waiting for the results are something that takes patience....not easy for her. 

Vic helped with the survivor lap and sign-up at the "Relay for Life" this last weekend.  (new pics)

June 1, 2006 6p

Just returned from a mini-vacation to Colorado. Attended Kendall's graduation and then hit the mountains for white water rafting in Glenwood Springs and of course shopping in Aspen.  Vic is doing great and we are embarking on a solid diet and exercise program. 

May 9, 2006 9a

We enjoyed a great weekend in Chicago with Mike & Jess. At Shedd Aquarium, Vic's fave were the seahorses ...duh.  She is feeling great and enjoying yard work in the evenings.  

April 24, 2006 2p 

Vicky had a great time with her mother and sister at the Nashville flea market. (pics in Vic's Pic's)

She is feeling great. 

April 12, 2006 1p

The doc appointment went great yesterday. Vic's marker at 16 is the standard that the doctor sees as the most realistic indicator that all is going well.  Vicky will continue her quarterly Zometa treatment for bone strengthening and a routine bone scan in six months. Vic's arthritic symptoms correlate to the hormonal therapy of Arimidex. We know that the blessings of great professionals in Vicky's care are not an accident. The professional and positive attitude of the examination allowed us to end yesterday with a renewed strength and knowledge that all is going great. And, whatever comes up in our future, the best of the best are ready. 

March 15, 2006 2p

Vicky had a great (albeit quick) vacation to Florida with her sister. They were blessed with great weather and plenty of sunshine. So, when Pocahontas showed up at the door, Kippy and I were surprised.  Vic is brown+.   As a preliminary test before her April checkups, she had her CA27.29 marker drawn and the result was an absolutely phenomenal 16. Even better than the last test of 18. She has decided to forego the Indianapolis trip and limit her April follow-up to Dr. Stephens in Evansville. We are blessed. 

February 27, 2006  1p

All is well here. Vicky is heading to Florida with her sister for a short vacation to hang out at the beach and enjoy the smell of salt air.  She is doing very well medically, and will see both her Evansville doctor and the Indianapolis group in April.  It's that time again for check up and tests.

January 18, 2006 2p 

Vicky is doing great. With the extended schedule for Zometa bone treatments, it seems that the aches and pains that occur one week post infusion are going to be a bit more intense. To the day, the one week mark sees the peak of arthritic joint and bone aches. With daily Arimidex hormone therapy the arthritic symptoms are expected.  She is taking on a more aggressive exercise program to help alleviate some of the symptoms.  Compared to the average and overall population she is still a stronger and more focused person than anyone else I know.  Given the facts, statistics, and prognosis of the disease does not and will not take precious time away from daily Living.  When the ball dropped on New Year's Eve to welcome the year 2006, we both felt a gut kick at seeing the date. When the prognosis in 2003 was three years, our brains did the same math and the date was noted. However, the National Cancer Institute's prognosis numbers were last calculated in 1998. And, since that date, many new drugs and new therapies have improved both quality of life and survival rates. Not so long ago, the logical reaction to stage IV disease was aggressive chemotherapy which often in itself reduced survival rates due to heart and other maladies brought on by the chemo alone. Now, as in Vicky's case, the avoidance of chemo and the dramatic effects of hormone therapy for those that are receptive to its benefits are strongly in Vicky's favor. We also know that a tomorrow holds the cure. While we Live today, the brain exercise is really quite simple: Nobody knows their tomorrow. What a tragedy to worry about one particular element in one's Life only to have some other ailment or accident take center stage in one's Life. That in itself would prove the worry needless. Or even greater the possibility, one looks back after a decade or more of worry only to find that they are doing great and the worry did nothing but distract from the best that Life had to offer. Live Today. Love Today and Give Tomorrow its chance!.  As Vicky Lives her oft spoken line, "I'd rather wear out than rust out".  What a gal. 

December 29, 2005 11a 

Most symptoms of the shingles have gone away with the exception of the occasional shooting pain. Vicky enjoyed a short vacation to Denver to visit the girls and sister-in-law for Christmas. The weather was great for the long drive. We wish all a Happy, Healthy, and Faithful New Year! 

(updated Vic's Pic's)

December 2, 2005 9a

Vicky is feeling much better. She had not taken any of the pain meds that she had been prescribed for any of the previous procedures, but this little bugger drove her to the meds. The hot knife feeling has reduced and all appears to be healing.  She is gaining ground again. Normally, the shingles would be a diagnosis of despair but when aches and pains cause concerns beyond the norm, the diagnosis was received with a strange degree of satisfaction and relief. Everything in Life is relative.  As we wander down Life's path, the distractions that we accept are relative to the options that are real, perceived, or feared. How to reduce this to only those that are "real" is the task. So much worry is unnecessary. Live Today!  Nobody really knows their tomorrow, but we can all make something of today. 

November 24, 2005 5p

Happy Thanksgiving!

Vicky has been fighting a chest pain for a few days with suspicions of "shingles". Sure enough, she went to the doc yesterday, and her diagnosis was confirmed. The meds are in the system and the pain is manageable. Overall she is blessed that it happened on this long weekend. 

A little (very little) shopping is on the books for Fri and then rest. Had a great day at her Mother's with her sister and family. Wishing everyone plenty to be Thankful. We are Thankful every day. 

October 13, 2005 11a

The visit with Dr. Stephens went great. Blood markers look good, the bone density scan shows near normal results, and medical symptoms are coincident with medications. Vicky will reduce her Zometa treatments to three month intervals and have marker tests at the same time. Every indication shows that the disease is halted and as the doctor said, "the longer it looks good the longer it usually stays good". This sounds a little confusing at first, but the meaning is that as the disease has shown a response to the treatment plan, the result is expected that at this two year mark since diagnosis, the medical future looks uneventful...which is exactly the goal. Blessings abound. Vicky is feeling good and anxious for every tomorrow.   

October 5, 2005 9a

Vicky is doing very well. She is excited that the temperatures are starting to drop as the hot flashes are still a daily/nightly nuisance. We will venture to Evansville next week for her six month checkup and review of tests. Today she will have her monthly infusion of Zometa for bone strengthening. 

All that we know looks good, and all that we believe feels even better. 

September 18, 2005 5p

Kippy was a winner at the Fall Fun Fest's Dog Contest. He won for "Most Unusual Color".

(New pics in Vic's Pic's and Kippy Pic's)

September 16, 2005 3p

Great News!  Vicky had her CA27.29 blood marker test and the result came back at 20.5 !!! 

It is expected that the number might drop even lower over time post-surgery. The oopherectomy did its job and the estrogen production is obviously halted. The Arimidex continues to keep the remainder of the estrogen in check. Vicky is swinging from the vines today and the jungle is in harmony.  She is spending part of her time this week at Fairfield's Fall Fun Fest  volunteering at the American Cancer Society booth. 

September 8, 2005 3p

Vicky is doing great. She will have tests updated in October to verify that the surgery did the job. 

Path's came back negative on the ovaries. The meds are still causing the same minor symptoms of aches and pains but all is taken in stride. All is well on the home front and at work. Vicky hopes to start a Parish Nursing program at the church this Fall/Winter with monthly meetings to educate members and visitors. She is helping man the American Cancer Society booth at this year's Fall Fun Fest, here in Fairfield Sept 14-17. We appreciate our blessings every day. 

July 19, 2005 9a

Vicky is gaining ground each day. She says that it feels like a dozen camels decided to take a walk on her tummy. A little swelling but she is feeling good.   It is good to get this behind and to stop the Lupron injections. As with any drug, there are sides that make themselves known now and some that might appear later. One less drug means one less worry. 

We had a pretty restful weekend with a brief departure to eat out and do a little shopping with great friends. And, of course, she went to work on Monday and is back in the swing of things.  

July 14, 2005 4p

The surgery went to plan and Vic is sleeping off the drugs. She will be resting this weekend but hopes to return to work on Monday. 

Thanks for the prayers it went great. 

July 12, 2005 9a

Vicky's latest CA27.29 test came back a bit high at 40. After another batch of tests, it looks like the Lupron is not holding the production of estrogen at bay and the increased estrogen level is throwing off the marker. A similar occurrence last October makes us believe that this is what is happening. So, this Thursday, Vicky will have her ovaries removed to solve this problem. The surgery will be here in Fairfield. Please keep Vic in your prayers.  Another marker test will be performed in a couple of months to confirm that the problem has been fixed. On the good side, the surgery will alleviate the need for the expensive Lupron shot each four months  and any consequential side-effects that it might be presenting. Little bumps in the road make us appreciate each blessing each day. Vicky is such a champ at simply doing what has to be done. 

June 14, 2005 1p

Vicky returned safely from a week in Florida with her friend Debbie. Of course, the trip included shopping and then some shopping and just to be safe...some more shopping. The weather was mostly cloudy but that did not have any impact at all. The girl's week out seemed to be just the right celebration of graduation. A big Thank You to Debbie and Bob for such a wonderful present. 

Vicky is feeling great and back to work today.  God's blessings are unbelievable. 

May 19, 2005 6p

Vicky GRADUATED!!!  

Last Saturday (May 14) we ventured to McKendree college for Vicky's graduation. Her best friend Debbie from St. Louis, her mother, and myself were in attendance. After 9 years of working to get her BS, she has done it. 

The ceremony was typical but exciting to watch. Unfortunately the weather forced the ceremony inside, but it was great to see this long time project reach the finish line. 

Vicky is feeling great and we have new pics in Vic's Pic's and Kippy Pics. 

April 18, 2005 12:20p

God's blessings brought us a few "first's" late last week.

First, Vicky's oncologist used the word "remission" for the first time. Obviously, that brought a big thrill to Vicky. All test results are consistent with a diagnosis that the cancer is in remission and not going anywhere. The next first came when Vicky had her port removed on Friday.  It had been a constant irritant since it's implant on November 7, 2003. She had to take it a little easy over the weekend but she is back to work today. Vicky will continue to get her monthly Zometa treatment via IV, but as she has good veins the port won't be necessary. 

We do so much appreciate all the prayers and concerns that flow Vicky's way. 

April 4, 2005 12:40p

Excellent news...Vic's MRI results show no new growth and her CA27.29 marker came back at 14 (the lowest ever).  Vicky is understandably smiling big today. This miracle in progress continues. 

At the top of the list to discuss with the doctor on the 12th is the removal of the port. 

Spring can now formally begin at the Lemons' residence. 

March 16, 2005 10a

Vicky debuted her new breast cancer awareness presentation to her sorority sisters last night. Topics covered were: Breast Cancer Basics, Self-Exam, Staging, Detection Tools (Mammography, CAT, Ultrasound, MRI, PET, Biopsy, etc.). She did a great job and got the message across very clearly that, "Your Body, Your Choice". If necessary, do not be afraid to stand on the doctor's desk and demand attention. Vic is so qualified to discuss the subject that she titled, "Detection Without Doubt". We know that modern medicine is not an exact science, but the fact remains that so much more could have been done. The grudge is not what happened, but what did not happen. Out of tears of sadness, she exclaimed to the ladies, "If only one of you can be diagnosed sooner than later, my goal is complete."  Obviously, the ultimate goal is that the disease be eliminated, but with (in the US alone) an estimated 211,000 diagnosis coming in 2005, and over 40,000 lives taken, the success of detection is critical. Vic will be repeating the one hour presentation to other groups in the area. 

On her medical front, she is doing great. 

March 5, 2005 12p

Vic is off to school today. Graduation will be the end of May. She is doing great but has a little extra ache from this week's Zometa treatment. Her full tests are scheduled for the first week of April with MRI and markers. All in all, we are blessed every day.  

Kippy loves to help her with her school work (see new pic in Kippy Pics). 

February 23, 2005 3p

Vicky is busy with work, college, and the puppy. All is well at this end. 

The website has been moved to this location as we are changing our primary ISP. 

Yippee ... now broadband high speed!

Vic's email stays the same. 

February 14, 2005 10a

Vicky is doing great, but she has to have a root canal later this week. She is also working on a few breast cancer awareness presentations for local meetings.  Given her medical background she knows that she is in a unique position to educate others. 

February 3, 2005 6a

Vicky's CA27.29 test came back at 19. Great news. On Tuesday she received her Lupon injection and Zometa treatment. Next round of tests will be in April with MRI and blood tests. Given good outcomes, she will probably have the port removed as it continues to be a source of irritation.  

January 26, 2005 11a

Vicky is doing great. Back in school for the final semester...yipee!  On the medical front, she will have her CA27.29 marker test, Lupron injection, and Zometa treatment the first week of Feb. We are expecting that everything is stable but each and every test cycle we still get a little anxious. This too shall pass. Still getting accustomed to getting accustomed. (updated pic of Kippy in Kippy Pics)

December 27, 2004 9a

What a wonderful Christmas. Santa brought Vicky her wish....a new puppy...Kippy.

Pics at Kippy page or click wagging dog. The breeder, Kris Robards performed above and beyond to deliver Kippy on Christmas Eve at Vicky's mother's house. Vicky had no idea and was completely surprised when Kris and her husband John appeared in the driveway. Kris, Mandi (the dam), and Kippy all had on Christmas attire with red ribbon and Santa hats....wow what a treat. A few tears of joy made the experience very memorable. 

Vicky is feeling great. She met with a local doctor to handle the monthly treatments here in town. Everything is going GREAT! 

December 15, 2004 10a

Delighted to report that the doctor visits yesterday went great and nothing new to report. All the numbers and tests reflect stability. Vicky will see the oncologist again in April and until then have her treatments here in Fairfield.  

December 9, 2004 6p

Vicky is doing great. Between work, college, and all the Holiday extra's she is keeping extra busy. We are anxious for the next doc appointment on Dec 14. (new pics in Vic's Pic's)  

November 19, 2004 9a

The lab results are in on the latest CA27.29 marker and we are delighted that it dropped to 18. Undoubtedly the short term of hormonal activity caused the rise and is now back under control. Now that we are watching for the symptoms Vicky will be able to catch it early should it happen again. Vicky is going to discuss a surgical solution on her next doc visit on Dec 14.  As we are hosting Thanksgiving for Vicky's family the Vic'ster is filling every spare minute getting things ready. I do my best to keep out of her way as if I stand still for more than a minute I get dusted. And, if I stand still for more than an hour, I get thrown outside. Thank God it's a big house. And, speaking of God, our  prayers of Thanks go up daily for His active role in Vicky's continuing miracle in progress.   

(New pic in Vic's Pic's of Vicky at the hospital with fellow surgical nurses. Photo appeared in the local newspaper) 

November 16, 2004 9a

Vicky is doing great. We just returned from a week long road trip to Florida. She helped me with a convention that I had to work and we were able to make the trip a mini-vacation. Medically, she has a blood test on Wed to compare the marker to last month's slightly higher reading. Zometa treatment will be at the same time. The new job is working out great and we find great uses for the extra time. 

October 21, 2004 10a

Vicky's latest lab results are preliminary but look good. Her MRI brief shows no new growth in the bone of the thoracic spine. The CA27.29 blood marker is slightly up (from July) to 36 from 16. Numbers below 38 are within the range of normal. She had noticed a few menstrual symptoms a few weeks ago as well as a reduction in the hot flashes. A blood test found that the Lupron shot was not holding its 4 month effectiveness in shutting down estrogen production in the ovaries. She had her November Lupron shot a few weeks early to counteract the shortcoming. The few weeks of estrogen production probably caused the CA27.29 marker to climb a bit. We take the overall report as great news and forge ahead. 

The new job is great and she has jumped right in. Everyone at the hospital has welcomed her and she is so thankful that the drive time each day has been eliminated. It is so good to have more time together each day.  

October 7, 2004 1p

Yippee! Vicky has accepted a position here in Fairfield. She will start next Monday at the hospital as a scrub nurse in the operating room. These job offers in Fairfield do not come along too often, so Vicky jumped at the chance to eliminate the drive each day. She really enjoyed the job in Mt. Vernon at Good Samaritan but the drive was not getting any shorter. All seems to be on track on the medical front and Vicky puts more and more into each day. By the way, the circumstances around this job opening were way more than coincidence. Answered prayer would be at the front of the explanations.  

September 21, 2004 12p

Nothing new to report. Vicky is doing great and had her Zometa treatment at work on Friday. We journeyed to St. Louis to spend the weekend (weekend before last) with Bob and Debbie for the Ram's opening game. Great fun. The school work keeps Vicky pretty busy on top of her job. But, she seems to thrive on too much to do rather than too little. 

September 8, 2004 10a

Vicky is doing great. She has decided to dig in and finish her Bachelor's degree. This has been a big desire for her and with two more semesters and a couple of elective courses, she can wrap this up by mid-2005.  Her current schedule includes one evening course on Thursday night and alternate Friday evenings and Saturdays in Marion. On the medical front all is stable. As a result of the meds she has resized a few of her favorite rings as the meds do cause bone swelling and arthritic symptoms but she just keeps plowing along. Please keep her in your prayers. She feels them. 

August 23, 2004 1p

The doctor appointment on Friday went well. The doc is pleased with the test results and will see Vic again in November. She will continue on her therapy regimen with monthly injections at her work. The next MRI will also be taken in November for comparison. Given the harsh realities of this disease Vicky is responding well to the treatment and the doctor feels that this is going to be a long, long, marathon. Our prayers go up daily that the magic bullet that offers a cure will be in the near future. Until then, the Great Physician is in charge. 

August 5, 2004 11a

Vicky is feeling good. We had a very restful trip to Kentucky Lake last Thursday -Sunday. Friends, food, and rest were definitely in order after the move. Vic has her next appointment with the oncologist on Aug 20. 

July 27, 2004 10a

Vicky is doing great. She has been busy setting up the home at break neck speed. We have unpacked all the boxes and have the basics in place. (New pics at Vic's Pic's). 

July 20, 2004 8a

The miracle of His healing power continues! Vicky is delighted that she got back her blood test results yesterday. The panel looked good and the CA27.29 cancer marker has dropped even further to 16. (info in Chronology section)  The meds are working and the progress is remarkable.  Hot flashes and bone aches from the meds are now a normal part of daily life but Vicky handles it with no complaints.

All with the move is on schedule and life will be much simpler as soon as we are in one place. 

July 16, 2004 8a

We are busy getting the house ready for the final move on July 21. Vic is doing good but is probably working too hard but she cannot help herself. She will get her monthly Zometa treatment at work today. All is well and pretty exciting times.  

July 7, 2004 8a

Vicky is doing great. She is real excited that we have closed on the new house and have sold ours. We will be getting the new place ready over the next few weeks and plan on moving July 23. She will see the oncologist at the end of August. All indications are that she is cruising.  

June 28, 2004 9a 

The Relay for Life event was filled with emotion, inspiration, and hope. Vicky looked great in her sequins. Her sorority performed a dance skit that received rave reviews. (pics in Vic's Pic's)

June 23, 2004 9a

Last night we attended our first Relay for Life Survivor dinner. Vicky held it together but it did have its moments. We were amazed at the size of the crowd of over 200 attendees. Considering that each survivor had one guest, the 100+ survivors were in themselves very inspirational. This Friday night is the Relay for Life event at our city park. This little community has gathered over $100,000 per year in recent years. Vicky's sorority is putting on a dance skit and she has just the right sequined dress. I will try to post a pic this weekend. Last year we attended the event and it is amazing how much different it will feel this year. Cancer is totally indiscriminate and affects so many lives. Watching the family of cancer survivors interact is a testament of the human condition of all that is good in everyone. Reaching out to those in times of need is one of God's blessings that is realized through His children. Please keep Vicky in your prayers as she faces the stark realities of this Life over the weekend. She is such an inspiration to others and gives of herself so unselfishly. The power that she draws from inside is possible from the Love of her friends, family, and faith. She feels the comfort of prayers so regularly and has come to the ability to sense the energy as if it were a sixth sense. Thank You for all the Love that is so freely given by so many. There are so many times that I feel so incapable but I do know that her faith carries her. Supporting her faith is sometimes all that I can do. And, always all I need to do. Life is a gift. Live it. 

June 16, 2004 8a

Vicky is doing great. She was on call last weekend and had to work both days. So, she is running on fumes. We are trying to play catch-up this week. She will get to her email soon...sorry for the delay. 

On Friday she will have her Zometa treatment at her work. We have learned that exactly one week after the treatment she has a peak of aches and pains as the med does its job on the bones. 

All is moving along on the house. We should be moved by end July. 

June 7, 2004 8a

Spent the weekend in Chicago with Mike and Jessica. Had a great visit.  

Vicky is feeling good. We will try to catch up on our rest sometime this week. Vic's hot flashes are still very active and now include periods of chills but nothing major. She will have her monthly Zometa treatment at her work later in the month. 

May 28, 2004 3p

Vic continues doing great not to mention that she was awarded "Employee of the Month" at work...that's gonna cost me.  

We have a restful weekend planned with plenty of walks and little projects.

May 21, 2004 1p 

The doctor is pleased with the scans and blood tests. The new MRI's are much more detailed than the last set and do show more clearly the areas of involvement. Vicky will have her Lupron injection and Zometa treatment next month at her work and not need to visit the oncologist until August.

We have found the right home and plan to move in late July. (pic in Vic's Pic's)  

May 17, 2004 11:30a

The preliminary report on the MRI scan shows that the bone structure looks stable with no new lesions and no fractures. By all appearances the therapy is working and has halted the cancer in its tracks. Vicky is feeling great and relieved that the news is what we were expecting. This miracle is in progress. 

We had a very busy weekend with a reasonable amount of time spent contemplating the outcome of the pending tests. We know that we have to become graduates of the school of waiting without worry as this is now our path in life. (new quick pic in Vic's Pic's)

May 10, 2004 2p

Vicky continues doing great.  On May 17 (Monday) she will have a thoracic MRI of her back to compare to the last MRI of November. Our optimism is very high that the scan will show that the cancer growth has been stopped by the hormone treatments.  On Friday, May 21, she will visit with her oncologist about the results. 

April 28, 2004 9a

Vicky had her Zometa treatment at work on Friday. The infusion caused the usual minor bone aches for the weekend but nothing major. The hot flashes are leveling off with an occasional biggie. Energy continues to improve and the weight is back to normal. We have found the balance of work, rest, and exercise to maximize well being. Vic's Grandmother celebrated her 90th birthday on Sunday in Benton. (New pics in Vic's Pic's page)

April 19, 2004 10a

Excellent weekend. Long bike rides, plenty of walking, a little shopping, and plenty of rest.

Vicky is feeling great. Prayer is an awesome gift. Miracles do happen! Vic will have her monthly Zometa infusion on Friday with the next bone scan scheduled in mid-May. 

April 12, 2004 10a

Vicky spent Fri night at her Mother's with her sister. On Sunday, we were honored to offer the welcoming remarks and opening prayer at the church's Easter celebration at the high school. Vic continues to feel strong and even the hot flashes seem to be leveling off a bit. 

April 05, 2004 1p

Vicky had a great weekend. Nothing like yard work to make everybody happy. She is feeling stronger each day. 

March 31, 2004 9a

Yippee times two! Vic's oncologist had her CA27.29 blood marker tested again last Friday because the test was performed at a different lab last week. The result this morning was 21.5 which matches last weeks findings. Everyone's cancer is so unique and personal. Vicky is fortunate that her cancer appears to be so responsive to hormonal treatment that without estrogen to feed on, the cancer growth is halted.  We know that credit belongs to medical advancements in treatment and we also know that prayer plays an even bigger part in all of our Life. Please keep the prayers active. This bend in the road is making remarkable changes in our lives and promoting renewed faith that goes straight to the heart.  

Vicky is feeling great. The hot flashes and night sweats are still on the rise but knowing that the hormone treatment is being effective makes the ordeal so much more tolerable. A few new pics have been added to the Vic Pic's page and also new entries in the motivations section. 

March 26, 2004 10a 

Vicky just visited the oncologist and is excited that her CA27.29 blood marker has dropped to a rating of 21. Normal levels of this biomarker are below 38. Vicky measured between 50-60 since the first marker test in December. The test is not in itself a completely reliable element, but it is a piece to the puzzle and we will take good news whenever and wherever we can find it. 

A tumor marker is a substance (protein) shed by a tumor into the bloodstream where it can be detected with a blood test to differentiate cancerous from normal tissue. The CA 27.29 (i.e., Cancer Antigen 27.29) test is most useful when it is used regularly to monitor the course of disease and response to treatment. A decrease in CA 27.29 indicates a good response to treatment while an increase indicates resistance to treatment and progression of the cancer. (more info added to the Info & Links section at the left)  

Discussing the MRI of December, the doctor does not see any limitations on Vicky's physical activities as the bone involvement is minimal. In May a second MRI will be performed to compare for determination of progression, stabilization, or reduction. All indications today show that the disease has been stopped in its tracks and the therapy regimen is working.  Given a good MRI in May, Vicky will have the port removed from her chest as the monthly infusions at this time do not require port application. The port is a constant irritation and was probably not necessary in the first place given that her pathology report indicated 16 out of 16 lymph nodes positive. The likelihood that the disease had spread past the breast should have been a reasonable expectation.  Vicky is so pleased with the new oncologist and the positive and professional manner of the staff. (God answered one of my prayers which went up early) 

Vicky's current med list includes:

Prayer - Daily and continually! 

Vicky is on the path to a long and normal daily walk. Watching the Lord work in her life is a daily treat. 

March 23, 2004 4p 

Just cruis'n. Vic has her next doctor appointment this Friday. Usual infusion of Zometa and blood check. She is feeling great. Night sweats are pretty interesting but nothing she can't handle. Trooper plus. 

March 19, 2004 8a

Vicky is doing great. The weight is back to normal and the energy level is climbing. Of all the blessings we enjoy, the arrival of Spring is a great addition. There is nothing like the Life force that is so obvious in the outdoors. Our backyard is a festival of birds, squirrels, and all the botanicals that brighten the landscape of our vision. We hope to squeeze some yard work in between the rain showers that are expected this weekend. Odd how we fertilize the yard to get it to grow so plush just to curse the need to mow it so often. 

In preliminary prep for the upcoming tests and scans in May, we studied Vic's scans of November and can see the little spots on her spine that are the focus of her therapy. It is so odd that the areas of concern are displayed so brightly on the dark film...no wonder they are called negatives. We have full faith that prayers and positive attitudes will be the force multipliers that will enhance the success of medical intervention and healing.  The Great Physician is at work in Vicky's Life. (Life should never be un-capitalized) 

March 15, 2004 7a

Sorry for the delay in update. I was on the road to Massachusetts last week on business.

Vicky is doing great. The hot flashes are still marching on but mostly at night. Vic struggles with an annoying pain/numbness in her left arm that seems to get better at a very slow rate. Most likely this is due to nerve damage from the surgery. Of course she never complains and just keeps plowing the fields.  The weekend was restful with a quick side trip on Sunday to visit her folks in Benton. 

March 05, 2004 8a

Vicky is doing good. The aches in her back and chest continue a bit but we are sure it is a result of the Zometa infusion and the horse riding. Vic's work schedule has been including work in the OR and dozens of epidural pain procedures. She really enjoys the hot flashes when she is wearing the lead shield. 

She is so thankful for the support and concerns of the great staff at the hospital. They have been a blessing from the get-go. Being in the business, they understand what Vic is going through. 

The weekend plans will allow for good rest and hopefully some outside time in the sunshine. Fridays are Great!  Wishing everyone a wonderful weekend. 

March 02, 2004 11a

Just a quick note to thank all who take the time to send emails and prayers. The messages give Vicky a positive boost and the prayers are the ultimate love.

March 01, 2004 8a

Vicky had only a few bone aches from the injections on Friday. The hot flashes are more frequent and a bit more intense but not intolerable. She had a great time playing with the dogs and riding the horses at her sister's over the weekend. New pic in Vic's Pic's. 

February 28, 2004 5p 

All went well at the doctor's visit. Vicky received her monthly Zometa infusion and a 4 month depot injection of Lupron. The lab work from last month looked good so on we go. The doc indicated that another MRI to determine the effectiveness of the treatment plan will probably occur in May. With our very positive anticipation of good results, Vicky will be able to have the port removed after the MRI shows stabilization. Attitudes are at full throttle in the positive.   

February 26, 2004 9a

Each day brings its mix of emotions. Today is one of anticipation and reality. We pray for the best of normal and the optimism and expectation of healing. Prayers on deck fill today's game plan. Reaching for the sweet fruit of the berry is sometimes only possible through the briars. We reach nonetheless.

February 24, 2004 9a

All is well. Vicky continues to get the weight back in line. Maybe now that she is eating better I can stop eating for two. We are anxious to visit the doc this Friday. Vic will get her monthly Zometa infusion for bone strengthening and a depot (3 month) injection of Lupron for ovary shut-down. The physical part of this drama is taking its place in our daily lives and the mental part is up to us. 

February 16, 2004 12p 

Vicky is feeling very good. We have added a mandatory rest period on the weekends (all of Sunday afternoon) and that helps Vic recharge the batteries a bit. Her work schedule has her back in the OR and she is back in sync again.   

February 9, 2004 4a

Absolutely delighted that there is nothing new to report. Vicky continues to stabilize her weight and the new meds are showing no signs of nausea. Overall energy level is still a bit behind the curve but Springtime probably holds the cure for that one. Winter has had its flurry. Added Vic's medical team to info page.

February 5, 2004 7a

So far so good. Vic is feeling no nausea from the Arimidex. She headed off to work this morning in a pretty nice snow storm. 

February 3, 2004 1p

Vicky started taking the new hormone drug - Arimidex - today. 

February 2, 2004 9a

Pretty restful weekend. Vicky is anxious to start the new hormone drug this week. Symptoms of existing treatments are pretty isolated to hot flashes, strange sleep patterns, lack of appetite, and noticeable body twitches when she sleeps. I don't know if she is having dreams or if the meds are causing the twitches but they don't wake her up. Her next doc appointment for Zometa infusion and Lupron injection is Feb 27. She is feeling pretty good and continues to be strong. We learn each day how to better balance the awareness, anxiety, and heartache, with willpower. Some days even my armor gets a chink or two. 

When a gentleman (whom we have only met once) stops you in the grocery store parking lot and says to Vic, "Excuse me, but may I ask how you are doing?", you know you are living in the right place. We are blessed with so many caring and loving friends including so many that have become acquaintances from this web site. The e-mails that hit Vic's inbox are so inspirational to her. Thank You so much!  This is indeed a battle that has its moments but the love of friends, family, and God help us see the blessings.  

January 28, 2004 8a

Vicky continues to feel better with less nausea in the morning. She is anxious to start the Arimidex next week. Of interesting note, both the Zometa and Arimidex drugs were approved in 2002 by the FDA. These drugs are new to the hormonal therapy route but show real promise in keeping the disease at bay and treating this chronic condition. Leading oncologists now consider breast cancer with mets to the bone a chronic situation in a similar light to diabetes. Management of this disease requires a life long treatment with constant monitoring. The profile is certainly serious but each person's response to therapy is unique. Vicky's cancer profile exhibits a very slow growth pattern and should respond very well to the treatment plan.  In addition to tracking Vic's blood markers each month, an MRI will be scheduled in a few months to determine if the bone involvement has decreased. If the involvement shows signs of stabilization or regression the disease is expected to track the same pattern elsewhere.  Learning to play the waiting game is a process that we are forced to navigate. We will. 

January 26, 2004 7a 

Vicky had a restful weekend and continues to feel better every day that she is off the Tamoxifen. We are anxious and hopeful that the new hormone drug (Arimidex) will not cause the nausea problems that were obvious with earlier meds. She will start taking the new med in a week.  The Lupron is bringing a few hot flashes but minor at this time. The bone pain that she felt with last month's Zometa infusion were not realized this month. Our decision to change oncologists was once again confirmed when the new doc took the time to call on Saturday to check on Vic. "Care" is a key part of "healthcare". Despite the icy roads, Vicky made it to work today without any problems. 

January 22, 2004 4p

Vic is feeling good today and headed to work this morning.  There were no ill side effects to the drugs of Wednesday. Attitude is Everything. 

January 21, 2004 1p

The visit with the new oncologist went great.  Vic's new treatment plan was begun today with a shot of Lupron to shut down the ovaries and hence stop the estrogen production. She also received her infusion of Zometa for bone strengthening. After the Lupron has had two weeks to do its job, Vic will start taking Arimidex pills to shut down the conversion of estrogen in the bloodstream. This approach will remove the estrogen which the cancer needs to grow. As before, the blood markers will be monitored for changes that might indicate new concerns.  The level of professionalism, detail, and positive attitude that was presented to us today was probably the best medicine that Vic needed. We reviewed the visit with the team at Indiana University and they will also be tracking Vic's case. 

January 17, 2004 11a

Vic's treatment on Friday was postponed as we have decided to discuss her profile with another oncologist. The treatment of cancer is so much more than just the medications that are administered. The method of care and the success of treatment requires a full belief that all is being done. This condition is serious to us and we must feel that we are doing the best, with the best, to manage its treatment. Vic's primary care will still be directed by the team at Indiana University.  The oncologist that we are considering was a top flight graduate of IU and has impeccable credentials. 

We did meet with her family doctor to work on the nausea issue and overall health. As her weight has somewhat recovered it is certain that the Tamoxifen was causing some problems.  

We do have an appointment in Evansville on Wed morning (Jan 21) to review Vic's case and get started on the next round of meds. 

January 13, 2004 4p

Just returned from Denver to visit the girls and celebrate 50th birthday at my sister's. Vicky did great on the trip but tired. The nausea is still an issue in the morning but certainly better as no hormone drugs have been in system since Dec 29. She will start new regimen this Friday. 

January 7, 2004 3p

Vic continues feeling better but the sleep pattern is still jumpy. She awakes at 3am and struggles to fall asleep again. She is anxious to get new drugs to work, but doc assures that the delay will not effect the therapy plan. Will be on the road for a few days so next update will be January 13 or 14. 

January 6, 2004 4p

As Vicky is feeling better, the culprit seems to have been the Tamoxifen. The plan of attack is now being changed to start new drugs on January 16.  That date will allow her system to detox from the Tamoxifen and recover some of the weight she lost. Arimidex will be the new drug for hormone therapy to replace the Tamoxifen.  She will continue on the Zometa to strengthen the bones. And, this will be extra important as Arimidex is less bone friendly than was the Tamoxifen.  

The Arimidex approach to anti-estrogen therapy is to lower the amount of estrogen being produced by the body. This method is different than Tamoxifen, which blocks estrogen’s ability to "turn on" cancer cells. Limiting the amount of estrogen produced means there is less estrogen available to reach cancer cells and make them grow.  In post-menopausal women, estrogen is no longer produced by the ovaries, but is converted from androgen, another hormone. Aromatase inhibitors (like Arimidex) keep androgen from being converted to estrogen. That means less estrogen in the bloodstream, and less estrogen reaching estrogen receptors to trigger trouble. Since Vic is pre-menopausal, she will be given injections of Lupron to shut-down the ovaries (ovary obliteration) and essentially push her into menopause. 

January 2, 2004 4p

Vic seems to feel a little better and has been able to eat a bit more. The doc has decided to keep her off the Tamoxifen until Monday and then try it again. Based on the outcome after another week, we will see if alternatives are necessary.

December 30, 2003 5a 

The doc has insisted that Vic stop the Tamoxifen for three days to see if it is causing the nausea. If it is the culprit then there are options of other hormone therapy drugs. Vicky made it to work yesterday and as usual, once she got there and got busy the symptoms improved.   

December 27, 2003 11a

Vic had a tough morning and little sleep last night. One day is good and the next is bad. We are not sure what to do except tough it out....easy for me to say, I am not the one sick. I am sure that this will settle into a routine that is less nauseating and more stable. The hormonal changes seem to be pretty dramatic. As Vic is so hormonally receptive (95%), my suspicion is that the effects are harder for her. Plus, she started this in a pre-menopausal state, What nature meant to take a few months to process, Vic will process in a matter of weeks. The receptive part is very good as the therapy should be very effective in starving the cancer of the needed estrogen.  The weight has dipped to 123 lbs. This current condition has all the earmarks of old fashioned "morning sickness". If anyone has any tricks that worked, please let us know. 

December 26, 2003 9a

Vic headed to work today. Morning sickness was a bit better. The doc had suggested a pause in the Tamoxifen to see if it was the culprit of the nausea, but Vic wants to try to keep it on the active list as there are a limited number of hormone drugs available. And, the nausea is likely due to the hormonal changes that will happen with other drugs anyway. Once Vic gets past the 3am to noon timeframe, the symptoms improve. (Photo moved to Vic's Pics.) 

December 25, 2003 7p

Today was a pretty good day for Vicky. Yesterday she had a pretty good appetite and was doing good until about the usual 3am. The morning nausea continues to march ahead but we are going to adjust everything to find the solution. Santa Clause did a great job in bringing the presents and plenty of warm comfies for Vic.  

December 23, 2003  4p

Vicky took the initiative at work and had a blood panel. The numbers were mostly in range so she sent it to the doctor along with a phone call. Yipee! new meds are on the way. A different nausea med and an antibiotic will be in the system tonight. 

Wishing everyone that visits this site a very, very, Merry Christmas!

December 23, 2003

Vic will be spending Christmas Eve and Christmas day in Benton at her folks. Her Aunt Sue is coming in from Mobile, Alabama and her sister, Mary, will be visiting from Indiana. She is feeling about the same but plowing ahead anyway. If the meds are not making a dent by next week we will change something to try to stop the weight loss, nausea, and sleepless nights. Among the ton of food that will be present over the next few days she will surely find something that tastes good. 

December 22, 2003

Vicky was able to go to work today. The nausea seems to be getting better and she was able to eat a bit at work. The latest tummy and "happy" meds are slated to take a few weeks to really reach their peak, so the nausea should get better with time. We know that we have to find a way to deal with the treatments and medications because this is a life long treatment plan.  We pray that research comes up with a magical cure somewhere down the road. 

December 21, 2003

Vicky had a pretty tough day for her birthday. The nausea kept her down most of the day.  We do not know if it was a reaction to the drugs or a touch of the flu. Anyway, she was able to get up and out for a while with her stepson and his wife from Chicago who came down for the weekend. Intake for the day consisted of about three bites of birthday cake. She really did enjoy all the cards.  

December 19, 2003

Just got back from doctors in Evansville. Vic's first Zometa treatment went as planned with no immediate sides. The radiation treatments on the spine are being postponed for now as the radiation oncologists do not feel that they are necessary at this time. The next CAT and PET scans in 5 months will tell the story as to how well the hormone therapy is working. Meds were adjusted and a few new ones thrown in for the nausea and appetite. Vicky is feeling good and planning to make the Holidays as normal as possible. 

December 18, 2003

Vic has decided that it would be better to not sleep than it would be to feel drugged all the time. So, starting last night the drugs stayed in the cabinet except for the Tamoxifen. Unfortunately, the nausea woke her up in the night and some of the meds will have to be taken. Will discuss with doc on Friday. 

By the way, Saturday (Dec 20) is Vic's Birthday.  Emails are welcome!

It gives her such a boost to hear from friends (old and new). 

December 15, 2003

Vicky had a pretty restful weekend. We have learned our lesson and rest on the weekend is mandatory. The Tamoxifen is kicking-in causing emotional swings and nausea. This is supposed to pass over the next weeks. 

December 11, 2003

Attitudes are POSITIVE at the Lemons' residence.  This condition will not be given one more day than is absolutely necessary. It may make certain demands, but the attitude and faith that Vicky displays are getting stronger and stronger every day. 

Vicky is feeling pretty good. Her next appointment is Dec. 19 for her first infusion of Zometa and blood check. She expects to start the 5 weeks of radiation on her spine very soon. The port in her chest has settled down and now is just a basic nuisance. The post surgery pains in the chest and upper left arm are getting better but really, really, slowly.  The best news today is that the weight is starting to climb. Now maybe I can stop eating for two.  

December 8, 2003 

Vicky had a great weekend but we might have done a bit much. It will take us time to find the right mix of busy and rest. Busy is good for the mind, and rest is good for the body. The meds kicked in with mild hot flashes and a hint of the emotional roller coaster that is expected. She is remarkable and resilient. When asked at the Christmas parade about the test results, she replied, "the results were that we would make the most of every day".  

December 5, 2003

It's Friday! The weekend is planned to include movies at home, Christmas shopping, and rest. For some reason we both wake up at 4am every morning. I believe we awake, take a moment to see if we are living some kind of bad dream, and then the realization keeps us awake. Vicky is doing great and is doing her job as a newly established advocate for breast exams and persistence. As her news has spread around the community, she is inspiring women to do it, understand it, and keep aware. "Go to your exam wearing combat boots. If the doc says, "it's only fibrous tissue", remind him about me and tell him the boots have steel toes". 

December 4, 2003

Vicky jetted off to work this morning at 6:00am. The best way to make a normal day is to simply have a normal day. Work is the best therapy right now for both of us. We have had our moments and we will probably have more. Vicky is feeling pretty good but gets tired by day's end from the meds, surgeries, and the unavoidable anxiety. This should improve as we get farther down this road that is so new to us.

The side effects of this round of meds are pretty limited. Vic has to be careful to watch for blood clots and for that reason, we cannot fly or drive long distances at this time. The possibility of super PMS is also in the wings as the "change" is going to be compressed to a very short timeline. 

Yesterday we both felt positive and comforted.  There is every reason to believe that God has answered our prayers even though the outcome at this time might seem otherwise. We know so very little in the big picture that is His specialty. A negative biopsy would have triggered aggressive "dose dense" chemo which is a dangerous path at best. As we don't understand "why" a cure is not possible, we know so little. Maybe a cure through chemo is not necessary. Maybe it is already occurring without man's intervention. Vicky and I believe that only man deals with the triviality of "maybe".  

I have added some of my thoughts to the "Steve's Views" page linked at the left.

December 2, 2003 3:25p

Just returned from the oncologist in Evansville. Vicky will start hormonal therapy today with Tamoxifen, orally twice a day. She will also be receiving an IV of Zometa every three weeks to combat bone damage. At each three week interval they will draw blood to check the CA 27.29 marker which will indicate any increase in involvement which would trigger CT or PET scans. Within a few weeks she will start a series of radiation treatments (probably 25) for her spine. Her spirits are extremely good and she is now on a plan. The decision to go the hormone therapy route is the result of the advice of all the specialists that we have consulted. Aggressive chemo at this time would not extend the end point of this battle and would beat her up in the process. At a later time chemo will be available if it is needed. We are hearing examples of patients with similar prognosis that have followed the hormone therapy path for many, many years.  Vicky is strong and we both feel very positive that each and every day is what we make it.  

December 1, 2003 11:35a

Unfortunately the bone biopsy results came back positive. From what we have been told, the breast cancer has existed for a very long time and went undetected to reach this level of involvement. As it has now spread to the bone, a treatment plan for a total cure is no longer on the table. However, we have every reason to expect a very long timeline through maintenance. Vicky will be the unfortunate victim of a lifetime of treatments. We will be meeting with the oncologists this week to determine the course of action. The incline on the treadmill of life has been cranked up a few notches. Vicky is strong and we know that it is up to us to decide what is a normal life.  In Vicky's favor are many new hormonal therapies that have proven effective in preventing further growth of the disease and in many cases even reduction. We are also optimistic in new drugs that are coming in the near future that may be the magic bullet against this insidious disease.  

I have tried my very best to understand the imperfections of modern medicine but I also know that the healthcare system in which Vicky was a part for so long has failed her miserably. Additional tests, additional biopsies, and additional concern, could have done a great deal in preventing this outcome. 

Luckily, the God that we serve does not make mistakes and is the one and only "Great Physician".  

December 1, 2003 7:50a

Vicky had a good weekend. We had a good visit with family and friends. We expect results today from the latest tests. Vicky is feeling pretty good and extremely anxious to get on with a program of treatment. The only pain she is having is post-surgery healing in her chest and left arm. It seems that the nerves are trying to reconnect and the process is a burning sensation and tightness. 

November 26, 2003 

Vicky and I want to wish all of you a very happy Thanksgiving. We will count our blessings and the friendships that enrich our lives will certainly be on the list. Thank you so much. Steve & Vicky

November 25, 2003

Vicky rested well last night. It appears that the doc has found the right med for Vic's tummy. Her appetite is better and her weight is holding steady. We will be spending Wed night and Thanksgiving day at her Mother's in Benton.  

November 24, 2003 5:00p

Just returned from Indy. Vicky had another MRI and a bone biopsy through a small puncture in the middle of her back. Results should be available on Wed or Fri. Once we know the outcome, we can get on with a program.

Vicky is feeling pretty good and will return to work tomorrow. 

November 21, 2003

Vicky is at work today. She is feeling pretty good but does struggle with her anxious stomach. As you know, when she gets twisted, she doesn't eat. We feel this will get better when she gets past the tests and into the program. The waiting is tough. Please know that she really enjoys all the cards, emails, and prayers. More than once in the past weeks, we have looked at each other when one of us felt a moment of comfort and said, "did you feel that". Each time, we have both felt it. Prayers work. 

This weekend we will search for whatever foods sound good to her. 

November 20, 2003 

We will head to Indy again on Sunday for tests on Monday the 24th. Vic will have another MRI that morning and a CT guided bone biopsy in the afternoon. She went back to work this morning and will work Friday. 

November 19, 2003 5:05p

Just returned from Indy. It took two days due to additional tests. We feel that we met the best of the best. This whole episode reminds me of public safety where hours and hours of boredom are broken by brief moments of pure adrenaline and emotion. 

Vic had an additional MRI of the spine and endoscopic node biopsy to try to confirm the suspicious results of the earlier PET scan. The node biopsy came back negative but the MRI shows suspicious bone involvement. As the decision of which treatment plan depends on the existence of metastatic tissue, an actual pathology of some tissue somewhere is needed. We are to return to Indy in a few days to have a bone biopsy. 

Vic is doing pretty good but has a sore throat from the endoscopy. The bottom line is at this time we are either dealing with a potential cure through aggressive chemo or a maintenance program to treat a chronic condition.  All this based on the outcome of the pathology. We are both pretty beat but anxious to get to the bottom of this and live life.

November 17, 2003

The weekend was good with plenty of rest. Vicky's sister, Mary, spent Sunday afternoon with us and the girls had fun playing with new hats. We are beyond anxious to get to Indianapolis and get the facts and the program underway. We will leave this afternoon and spend the night in Indy.  Thanks again for all the great email. Vicky just beams when she reads each one. Positive attitude and sincere faith are the order of the day. We may be away for a few days but I will update as soon as we have news. Thank You for keeping Vicky in your prayers. 

November 15, 2003 (from Vicky)

Thanks to everyone for all your prayers, cards, calls, e-mails.  I am feeling really good and so anxious to get on with this so Steve and I can get on with life.  The waiting is so very hard, and you all know patience is most certainly not one of my virtues.  I just remember "What He leads us to, He will lead us through!"  We are leaving Monday for our appointment on Tuesday at Indiana University Cancer Center.  Will be so glad for that information.  Please keep us both in your prayers.

With Love, Vicky

November 14, 2003 3:30p CST

Vicky has an appointment with IUCC on Tue Nov 18 at 11:00a in Indianapolis. We are looking forward to a weekend of movies at home, pizza, popcorn, and whatever Vic wants to eat. Please accept my apology if the phone goes unanswered, we sometimes just have to have some quiet time and the answering machine helps us out. 

November 14, 2003 6:15a CST

We have temporarily been placed into a holding pattern. The oncologist called last night to explain that there is a discrepancy between the results of the PET scan and the CAT scan. As a second opinion is the best choice at this time, he is sending Vicky to Indiana University Cancer Research Center in Indianapolis. Our hope is that we can get an appointment next week. In the interim, chemo is postponed in the event that an experimental regimen is charted. Dr. Sledge is well renowned and his team will handle the study.  Given that patience is not a virtue for either of us, this is not easy. However, we will not borrow trouble. Is it possible that cancer is Latin for "wait" ???

Vicky went to work today and we are thankful that it is Friday. 

November 13, 2003

We received the preliminary results of the PET scan yesterday. The mapping showed suspicious activity in additional lymph nodes. The primary areas are the left and right supraclavicular (nodes at the base of the neck) and on the left side in the internal mammary nodes. On the good side, the mapping and CAT scan did not show any activity in the bone, brain, organs, or lungs. We were already expecting that with 16 of 16 nodes testing positive in pathology, that some cells had gone farther. Vic will check with the oncologist today but we expect the treatment and long term prognosis to remain the same.  Considering what the results could have been, we are taking the news as pretty good but not what was hoped which was "all clear".  Vicky is a little set back, but launched off to work with a pretty good attitude. 

November 10 - Vic back to work.

November 7 - Port Surgery

Vic had the port installed to handle the chemo treatments.

November 4 - Vic back to work

Oct 30 - Surgeon Update and Pathology Report

Oct 27 - Surgery

Oct 22 - Pre-Surgery Labs

Oct 14 - MRI 

We got the results from the MRI, and nothing new popped up... and that's good!

Oct 13 - Surgeon Update

This type of cancer does not image well on MRI, mammogram, or ultrasound. That is why it went undetected.

Please understand that she tries to keep up with e-mails but sometimes it is a bit overwhelming. But, know that she sees every email and appreciates your thoughts so much.