Today I was taken back
to a place and time
where
darkness was dangerous yet seemed sublime
It
was a place where my life was lived in sin
And
while I laid by the pool, I suddenly saw him.
A
man in levis wearing boots with steel toes,
When
I saw him on the second floor, I froze.
He
wore his red bandana and his harley vest.
His
face was hard just like his chest.
He
walked the walk that instilled fear
In
anyone that was anywhere near.
I
was back in that time and place
And
the man I saw had a cold, hard face.
What
happened that day was unexpected.
How
little I knew how I would be affected
Now
many years later,
I
realize I had been infected!
Though
his eyes did not look at me,
Terror
pierced my heart because, you see . . .
This
man had control over my life.
I
knew who he was for I am his wife!
He
knocked on someone’s door
then
pushed his way inside
A
few minutes past and my fear I did hide.
Suddenly
there they were on the balcony,
Would
he beat up that person,
for
the whole world to see?
He
grabbed him by the shirt and shoved him around
I
expected to see him throw him down to the ground.
Almost
over the rail,
that
man’s body, he clutched!
My
chest and throat got tight
as
I stayed still and watched.
Then just as quick, he
threw him
back inside the door
He’d come to collect
money and nothing more!
My mind was back in that
place and time
When I lived a double
life
and I walked a thin line!
For years I buried that
fear inside
It was a day in time I
had to hide.
Today, years later, that
fear came out
of the box where it hid
without letting a shout.
Jesus stood there at the
end of the rail.
I couldn’t move
towards Him for fear that I’d fail.
I was melting inside –
There was no place to hide;
When He stretched out
His arm,
I knew I was free from
harm.
As I slowly approached
My hidden fear was broached.
Without speaking a word,
Jesus comforted my cry,
As darkness dispelled
with only my sigh!
He rocked me as He held
me tight.
Out through my pores went
the fright.
Then His strong gentle
hand reached
around my beating heart
And squeezed out the evil
it had held from the start.
That day, the moment that
man had appeared,
Jesus gently squeezed
out a day that I feared!
It happened today when
My Lord Jesus met me.
DeLayne V Perry ~ 6-15-2001~