My name is Larry Gordon Thomsen. I was born in Everett,
Washington on September 5, 1945, and immediately thereafter,
in taking my first contracted breath, started to kick and holler
about this entire matter. Fortunately for me, I've since learned to
calm down and take everything in stride, almost: cool sparks of
rebellion still lurk deep down in my psyche, and would fire up
all of a sudden if the right-wrong situation were to leap forward
and grab me. But, eventually, even these sparks will get nailed
to the cross. You see, I'm committed to a certain way of life...a
Way that has chosen me as much as I've chosen it.
I consider my person then--having taken to the spiritual path
many suns ago--to be nonsocial, nonpolitical, nonreligious,
nonmilitant...a child of nonattachment and holy indifference, not
pretense. I don't believe for a second that humankind is the
master of anything, except, maybe, our own self-undoing. In
any case, I wouldn't waste another three seconds trying to
make the world outside a better world, or myself a better
person. One doesn't try when one already Is. I mean, does a
virtuous person try to be virtuous? Or, for that matter, does
a sinner try to be sinful? That would be pretentious.
People, places and things just are what they are. And whether
one's behavior is virtuous or sinful, all the packaging, pretending,
along with the art of selling the product (spinning)
in the world isn't going change that, or the consequences
that follow from it.
Man (ego), on the other hand, never ceases spinning, pretending
to be instead of Being. The self-importance (self-righteousness)
and hypocrisy behind this mentality is enough to stagger whole
continents! So I would much rather be Still, and turning In to the
Center of our Being, remain at peace (though some call the same
ignorance) with the world, allowing the Spirit (God) that Is In all of
us to spiritually discern...and thus reveal ourself as a Whole, as
we Are right Here, right Now! Therefore, as a man, I am cool, re-
served, distant (the distance of death) or that which appears,
yet with a fiery indwelling spirit ever-penetrating, but not con-
suming, Ourself (Intulife) or That which Is.
In God, then, we are spirit, even the Holy Spirit, not flesh, not con-
ceptualization, that which has beginning and ending, as all things
do. Spirit (God) just Is...and we just Are. But knowing Such would
require us, as personalities, to change the way in which we see...
from literal to Nonliteral, from material to Spiritual, from personal
to Nonpersonal, from a partial to a Total Perception of Being. In
Truth, to see as God Sees (Nonsensory Perception)...Intuseeing
everything Within us and As Us, ourself as a Whole (Nonbeing).
Thus profoundly perverse I am, totally out of sympathy with
fundamentalism: the material, mechanical and literal way (di-
vided ego) or duality by which persons are bred, places are
seen and things are done in this world...being not a tradition-
ist, or ideolog of any kind, believing not in conventional wis-
dom and observing not with a generalizing mind. In short, I'm
like the salmon who swim upstream against the current, re-
turning whence we came: that is, returning to the very Core of
our Being...to Who and what is often called God or Liberation.
Such is living Jesus, the Way of the cross,
the open Way (Teaching) of living Truth; for if we are not
living Life...we don't know Ourself, that is, we,
as Such (Truth), are not happening.
So, what I offer here isn't any kind of dogma, or cultural pro-
graming. Innate knowing wasn't given to me by the institution-
al church, or by the state. The church, or political state, doesn't
know it; it never has. Christ Jesus isn't some dude who lived
only two thousand years ago, but God in man, the Life Force or
Principal who Nondwells Within us and As Us (the Nonactual
Us), Being in man the Living Spirit (Christ Jesus)! Such Is the
Living Potential that Rests in all of us.
All the stories in the Bible are telling us the same Story:
that God Is Alive in us, potentially, at the very Center (Depth)
of our Being. Every story , then, is about the human psyche
coming Alive and selflessly Realizing his (or her) inter-
relationship with the Presence of God right Here, right Now!
But, being materialists (egoists), we have literally interpreted
the information as history, and called this reality--as if the past is
now. But reality can never be captured by the past. In relation
to the present, the past is always allegory, and therefore we
need to see through all the conceptionalizations, images,
forms, to the God (Spirit) in whom we Are...the Eternal Us (Now).
Such Is the Nonliteral Perspective, first Seeing (Being) with the
mind as a Whole that everything is Within us and Is Us (One Adam).
The time has come for humankind to return, by Way of the
cross, to the Source of all life, and consciously fuse with our
innermost Being! I don't believe that I'm the Lone Ranger: as
interior Vision (Intuperception) Is Alive in me, then the same
must be true for others. So I feel a sacred duty to give witness
to the Presence (comforter) in my soul, and in everything else,
through my writing, conversation and in the manner of living
my life on earth. Others, in time, may discover the same wit-
ness in themselves. But this world isn't about me the person;
it's about us the spirit...ourself as a Whole (the Great Spirit).
Therefore we need to selflessly Realize Who and what we Are!
In time, we will stand face to face with Holy Fire (Spirit)! And we
will either step Into the Fire or we will continue to stand apart
from God, identifying with matter. We will either first See from
Within the Fire As the Fire, or from outside the Fire as the
other; that is to say, from Within God and As God (Nonliteral
Perspective), or from outside God (Ourself) as the image (literal
perspective).
If you're not living it...you don't
know it;
it's not happening.