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When I was very small I had my first vision of the LIGHT. 

It came after a most terrifying experience. I still see it as though it were yesterday:
 AT FIRST I SAW ONLY DARKNESS, THE BLACKNESS OF MIDNIGHT. I FELT THE DAMP, COLD GROUND AND THE STEEP, SLIPPERY WALLS OF MY PRISON.  I WILL NEVER FORGET THE AWFUL LONELINESS AND PAIN OF BEING HURT AND LEFT TO DIE. 
 
  FROM THE DARKNESS OF A DEEP PIT I PRAYED FOR LIGHT, AND FOR HELP.  I WAS ALL ALONE.  NOT EVEN MY DOG SHEP WAS WITH ME. HERE IS MY STORY:

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That's me, Ed Graves, with my dog Shep

  KIDNAPPED or RANSOMED ?

by Pastor Ed Graves

 

I was only a child weak and cold,

Trapped deep in a mineshaft dark and old.

Battered and bruised, as I seemed to be,

I cried out to God, “Oh please help me”

And He did!

 

      I found myself hurt and crying, lying in some mud at the bottom of a terrible pit.  I could not remember how I had gotten down in that death hole or how long I had been there. But I did remember some terrifying words, “You can never get out, so don’t try!”  I felt hopeless and knew I could never escape.  The walls were straight and steep, and the pit seemed like a dark dungeon and so deep it was impossible to climb out. I knew that no one could save me.  I felt all alone and lost forever!  

      Weak from crying I thought about Jesus. “Oh, dear Jesus,” I sobbed, “Please help! No one else knows I’m here! Help me or I’ll die.” I staggered to my feet, backed up against the slippery wall and looked up with great longing. With that pleading prayer in my heart I gazed up at the tiny circle of light so far away.

      Then something very strange and wonderful happened. A glow of light began to come slowly down from above and with it what appeared to be leaves from trees fluttering down into the pit.  Spellbound, I watched hundreds of them come but as they came closer I saw that they were not leaves of a tree but leaflets or booklets.  They lighted up the dark and then, like magic, starting at the bottom, one book rested upon another to form a perfect circular stairway leading upward.

      Jesus answered the prayer of my longing heart. He provided a way out. Happily I began to climb the stairs. It was a long climb but my strength seemed to grow as I went and the way became lighter and brighter. Finally I could feel the fresh air of freedom and then I noticed that each step of the stairway was a blue book with shining silvery letters that read “Steps to Christ.”

      Suddenly, the brightly lighted vision flashed out and it went black.  It took a few moments to realize that I wasn’t back in that terrible dark pit any longer and that I was in the comfort of my own bed.  But the vivid dream seemed so real I could not go back to sleep.

      After hearing my dream, mother strode across the room, stretched up to a high shelf and removed a book, and there it was, the same book seen in the dream!  It was a thin blue book with silver letters entitled, “Steps to Christ.”   I had never seen it before except in the dream. I stood amazed with a strange new feeling of awe and wonder. 

      Mother and Daddy began to read the book for family worship.  They read only a few pages before I stopped them, “Wait! Is that what it says?  We have fallen into the pit?”  My dream experience had flashed back so vividly that I became excited. ‘Where does it say that?’ I demanded.  Mother pointed to the lines as she read again how impossible it is to escape from “the pit of sin.”  As I heard the words, “Impossible…to escape from the pit of sin,” the voice of the kidnapper echoed in my ears and I felt again the hopelessness of that dark pit!  I thought how true that book must be!

      Later, I had another vivid flashback as mother read about Jacob’s stairs up to heaven, and I knew how thrilled and happy Jacob felt.  I saw the light and glory of freedom. Mother was so impressed by this experience that she wrote to Grandpa and Grandma Stearns about it, and Grandpa wrote a personal letter to me saying that God was calling me like He had Samuel of old and he hoped I would listen to God’s instructions.  I didn’t realize it then but I learned that my dream was really a vision of love from God. Now I know this book, “Steps to Christ” is a message of love, worth more than silver or gold.  It is a gold mine of truth. It tells how all humans on planet earth were kidnapped and how Jesus is the ransom that sets all sinners free. It gives you a vision of heaven. It will inspire you to be a better person. It will give you hope and courage to climb the steps that lead to eternal life.  Kidnapped or ransomed?  We must ask ourselves this question: "Am I still in the pit of sin or have I been redeemed? Am I in the prison house of guilt or am I ransomed?" The choice is ours. The purpose of this website is to focus on the greatest ransom ever paid so that we can enjoy the Light of Truth, Joy, Happiness, Freedom, and Life Eternal.

    Remember Jacob, the cheater, who fled his home country to save his life. Guilty, homeless and alone with only some rocks for his pillow he fell asleep and God gave him a vision of a Ladder of Light.

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Jacob's vision of heaven's ladder
This is what Ellen White, who had many visions, wrote about Jacob and his vision: --- "As he slept, a strange light broke upon his vision; and lo, from the plain on which he lay, vast shadowy stairs seemed to lead upward to the very gates of heaven, and upon them angels of God were passing up and down; while from the glory above, the divine voice was heard in a message of comfort and hope. Thus was made known to Jacob that which met the need and longing of his soul--a Saviour. With joy and gratitude he saw revealed a way by which he, a sinner, could be restored to communion with God. The mystic ladder of his dream represented Jesus, the only medium of communication between God and man."  {Steps to Christ. p.20}
 
    I love that story of Jacob! It reminds me of my dream that taught me about Jesus and the steps to heaven. And the book, "Steps to Christ" taught me that everyone in the world had been kidnapped and our perfect planet had become a pit of sin. But Jesus came as the  Ladder from heaven to save us from sin and to pay the terrible bloody ransom that will allow God to destroy the Enemy Kidnappers and restore this earth to its original paradise beauty.  ---- 

   Go to our next page "Jesus paid 4 us" and read about the largest payment ever made as a ransom for one man.  

  But before you go let me tell you that God is going to win, and here is a vision of the future He has for us: ---

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 "There, when the veil that darkens our vision shall be removed, and our eyes shall behold that world of beauty of which we now catch glimpses through the microscope; when we look on the glories of the heavens, now scanned afar through the telescope; when, the blight of sin removed, the whole earth shall appear in 'the beauty of the Lord our God,' what a field will be open to our study! There the student of science may read the records of creation and discern no reminders of the law of evil. He may listen to the music of nature's voices and detect no note of wailing or undertone of sorrow. ...  {Ed 303.4}
     There the Eden life will be lived, the life in garden and field. "They shall build houses, and inhabit them; and they shall plant vineyards, and eat the fruit of them. ..Mine elect shall long enjoy the work of their hands." Isaiah 65:21, 22.  {Ed 303.5}

      There will be open to the student, history of infinite scope and of wealth inexpressible...  {Ed 304.2}   

     There are no dark errors to cloud the intellect. Truth and knowledge, clear, strong, and perfect, have chased every doubt away, and no gloom of doubt casts its baleful shadow upon its happy inhabitants. No voices of contention mar the sweet and perfect peace of heaven. Its inhabitants know no sorrow, no grief, no tears. All is in perfect harmony, in perfect order and perfect bliss. . . .  {LDE 296.4}   

 . . . I saw a field of tall grass, most glorious to behold; it was living green and had a reflection of silver and gold, as it waved proudly to the glory of King Jesus. Then we entered a field full of all kinds of beasts--the lion, the lamb, the leopard, and the wolf, all together in perfect union. We passed through the midst of them, and they followed on peaceably after.  {LDE 288.2}

         There are ever-flowing streams, clear as crystal, and beside them waving trees cast their shadows upon the paths prepared for the ransomed of the Lord. There the wide-spreading plains swell into hills of beauty, and the mountains of God rear their lofty summits. On those peaceful plains, beside those living streams, God's people, so long pilgrims and wanderers, shall find a home.--GC 675 (1911).  {LDE 288.1} 

 

    

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Ed Graves at age17
     When I was 17 years old I fell into a real pit.  It was a terrible automobile accident.  The highway had been washed out.  People said that no one could have been saved alive out of the crash, but my employer friend and I both lived to tell the story of an angel protection miracle.  ---To read the story go to the link "Jesus lives 4 us."
    Age 17 is a very important age.  It is a turning point in life for many youth.  It was for me.  I graduated from La Sierra College Prep School, got a carpenter job at 40 cents an hour which was very good pay in 1941.  I thought I was very smart.  Then came the washed out road and the crash. It shocked me awake from my dreamland and later I could say that the terrible wreck proved to be a blessing.  It helped me that very year through three crisis periods; the war draft, the drowning of my sweet little adopted neice -- two year old Carol Neil, and Japan's Pearl Harbor attack followed by war, U. S. National emergency black-outs and other regulations.

    Here is an interesting sidelight about two other17 year olds:
  When Ellen White was a 17 year old Miss Harmon she had her first vision. She saw a narrow pathway to Jesus and to heaven.  She saw the beauties of heaven. That vision along with hundreds since then have continued to give courage and hope to thousands of people all over the world.
   When my mother, Mary Stearns, was 17 years old she went along with 500 others to hear 78 year old Ellen White give the Loma Linda Mission dedication speech. Mother was very impressed with the message and the voice "clear as a bell" that could be heard all over the outdoor gathering. (There is much more to this family story.) 
   The dedication speech was on Sunday, April 15, 1906.  The next day "Sister White," as her friends called her, visited the campus and that night she had a vision of an earthquake. She saw houses and buildings being shaken and destroyed by earthquake and fire. Tuesday she went by train to Glendale and that night she had another similar vision. Then on Wednesday morning newsboys everywhere were shouting out the terrible news of the destruction of San Francisco.  All of this confirmed in my mother's mind that Ellen White was a true witness of God's love. The book "Steps to Christ" had just been published calling on people everywhere to accept the wonderful  mercy  that is still extended to sinners everywhere.  ---- Below are  excerpts from the first chapter.    Check it out for yourself!

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Excerpts from "Steps to Christ"

--- God's Love for Man

     Nature and revelation alike testify of God's love. Our Father in heaven is the source of life, of wisdom, and of joy. Look at the wonderful and beautiful things of nature. Think of their marvelous adaptation to the needs and happiness, not only of man, but of all living creatures. The sunshine and the rain, that gladden and refresh the earth, the hills and seas and plains, all speak to us of the Creator's love. It is God who supplies the daily needs of all His creatures...

     God made man perfectly holy and happy; and the fair earth, as it came from the Creator's hand, bore no blight of decay or shadow of the curse. It is transgression of God's law--the law of love--that has brought woe and death. Yet even amid the suffering that results from sin, God's love is revealed... The world, though fallen, is not all sorrow and misery. In nature itself are messages of hope and comfort. There are flowers upon the thistles, and the thorns are covered with roses. 
     "God is love" is written upon every opening bud, upon every spire of springing grass. The lovely birds making the air vocal with their happy songs, the delicately tinted flowers in their perfection perfuming the air, the lofty trees of the forest with their rich foliage of living green -- all testify to the tender, fatherly care of our God and to His desire to make His children happy.... 
    Though all these evidences have been given, the enemy of good blinded the minds of men, so that they looked upon God with fear; they thought of Him as severe and unforgiving. ... It was to remove this dark shadow, by revealing to the world the infinite love of God that Jesus came to live among men. ...

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