Chapter 5
The Letters
The drive
(to London, Harry concluded, as they merged onto the M3) was largely
an uneventful one. Mr. Weasley didn't talk much ("I've never driven a Muggle vehicle this big, Harry, and I need to concentrate")
and Tonks spent most of the time fiddling with the radio. She was quite an aficionado of Muggle popular music. But when they
found themselves in a traffic snarl (a Morris Minor was stalled in the left lane, belching smoke), Tonks turned to Harry with
an exclamation.
"Good
grief, Harry! I can't believe I forgot to tell you the news! Remus and I got married!" she held up her left hand, where a
plain gold band shone on the third finger.
Harry
was startled, more at the volume of her outburst than its contents.
"Congratulations,
that's brilliant," he offered.
"We were
really sorry you couldn't be there, of course, but it was very quiet. Just my parents and Remus's; considering all that's
going on --'
"Professor
Lupin has parents?" Harry interrupted, with much surprise.
"Of course
he's got parents, silly, everyone's got parents."
"I didn't
mean - of course he has them - I just - I didn't realize they were still alive." Harry faltered. Never bothered to ask,
he thought. He could remember Lupin mentioning his father only once, that he'd offended Fenrir Greyback resulting in Lupin's
getting bitten by the werewolf. Harry had never even asked about Lupin's mother, or, or anything. Was he really so self-centered?
First Dumbledore, now Lupin. Harry had begun to feel rather small. He was so intent on brooding about his own self-centeredness
that he didn't even realize that Tonks was still talking.
"...impossible,
really, under the circumstances. But when things have calmed down we'll have a big party to celebrate properly."
"Yeah,
big party," mumbled Harry.
They had
stopped at a traffic light. Harry glanced out the window and recognized the hamburger restaurant and record shop that bordered
the Leaky Cauldron. This must be their destination.
"Right,
Harry," Mr. Weasley said, turning to him. "I'm going to create a slight diversion, and you'll hop out and go straight inside
the Leaky Cauldron. Tom's expecting you, and he'll take you on to the next phase. I'll bring your things home later."
"What
sort of diversion?" Harry asked.
In reply,
Mr. Weasley jammed his foot into the gas pedal, crashing into the taxicab in front of them. The cabdriver jumped out of his
now-mangled vehicle, swearing and spitting. Mr. Weasley leapt out his door as well, and Harry, still under the Cloak, slipped
out behind him and dashed into the pub.
Harry's
eyes took a moment to adjust to the dim light. The pub was very nearly empty, as it was only about ten in the morning.
Tom, the bald, toothless bartender, was sweeping up the floor, and upon Harry's entrance, he sprung for the door.
"Stupid
door always blows open if there's even a hint of a breeze." Under his breath his whispered, "Harry, is that you?"
"Yes,"
Harry whispered back.
Tom shut
the door, carefully finished his sweeping, and then picked up a lantern, casually informing the handful of patrons that he
needed to nip down the hall for a few minutes. Harry understood that he was supposed to follow.
They walked
down a dark hallway, opening into a handsome parlor. Tom poked his wand at the fireplace, and a merry flame burst up instantly.
"You'll
be going by Floo to the Burrow," he explained.
"I thought
the Ministry was monitoring all the fireplaces," said Harry, worried.
"They
are, but.." Tom pulled out a tarnished watch on a chain, "In 12 and a half minutes, the Floo Network Monitoring System will
experience an interruption of service." He said this as if reciting from memory.
"What's
going to happen?"
"No idea.
That's Fred and George's lookout."
Harry
grinned. If Fred and George were involved, the "interruption" was likely to involve something exploding.
Tom's
expression turned serious.
"I'm so
sorry about Dumbledore, Harry," he began.
Harry
shifted uncomfortably. People kept doing this. In the weeks following Dumbledore's death Harry had received dozens of letters
from witches and wizards all over the country, expressing their condolences. Harry did not understand why everyone seemed
to think he should be the late headmaster's chief mourner.
"I knew
him, you know," Tom continued. "Before he was headmaster, it was his job to visit all the Muggleborn students, take them to
Diagon Alley for their school things. Great sense of humor, great man."
Tom looked
at the floor.
"Whatever
you've heard, or will hear, you have to remember that. He was a great man, but complicated. The great ones always are."
Harry
was now deeply uncomfortable. What was Tom talking about? What else didn't he know about Dumbledore?
"Er -
isn't it twelve minutes yet?" asked Harry, willing to risk capture by the Ministry if it meant getting out of this conversation.
Tom smiled,
a bit sadly. "I believe it is. Better get in."
He took
a handful of Floo powder from a jar on the mantle and threw it into the flames. Harry stepped in quickly, and shouted "The
Burrow!"
He spun
very fast, past a blur of kitchens and living rooms and something that looked very much like an office full of frantic Ministry
employees. His empty stomach lurched and he closed his eyes to keep from getting sick. In an instant, however, it was over,
and Harry staggered out into the Burrow's warm, inviting, kitchen.
"Harry!"
He was greeted by a cheery chorus and a succession of hugs from Mrs. Weasley, Fleur, Bill, Hermione and Ron, who had enough
sense to know that Harry would prefer a manly thump on the back to an embrace. Ginny hung back however, eyeing Harry warily.
"How was
the trip dear, are you hungry, did Arthur manage not to crash that ridiculous thing?" Mrs. Weasley was already bustling around
the kitchen, assembling a huge tray of sandwiches.
"Well
he did have one accident," Harry admitted, "but I think that was on purpose."
"That
man!" Mrs. Weasley shook her head in exasperation. "You know I think he came up with this whole plan just so he could spend
the day pretending to be a Muggle."
Harry
sat at the scrubbed wooden table, feeling suddenly lighter and happier. He was not so terrible after all; he knew all about
the Weasleys, that Charlie studied dragons in Romania, that Bill worked at Gringott's and had been a curse-breaker in Egypt.
And of course he knew all about his best friend, Ron. And Hermione's parents were dentists, he knew that, and he'd met the
Grangers many times, outside King's Cross station.
A large
platter of sandwiches floated through the air and settled in front of Harry. Everyone else had already eaten, but Harry was
starving. Ron, never one to refuse a meal, plucked out a couple for himself.
As Harry
ate, he was brought up to speed on all the wedding arrangements.
"Mr. &
Mrs. Delacour have arrived, they're staying at Auntie Muriel's, there's so much more room there. Gabrielle is a darling, she
can't wait to see you, Harry. Tomorrow the men will come to put up the tent, Monkman's Magical Marquees, supposed to
be the best. We've got all the presents sorted and moved over to Bill's new house - in Cornwall, such a charming cottage,
he'll have to take you up to see it. I've got most of the cooking done, just a few more batches of canapes, I think. Oh but
don't think we've forgotten your birthday, Harry dear, we'll have a little party tomorrow, right after the rehearsal."
Harry's
eyes had glazed over during this speech. He looked around the table and saw a succession of fixed smiles (from the Weasleys)
and one look of genuine interest (Hermione).
"I've
never been to a wizard wedding," Hermione enthused. "I'm sure it will be fascinating."
Mrs. Weasley
beamed at Hermione. "Thank you dear. It's going to be lovely. Could I ask you and Ron to help me with a few last minute things
this afternoon?"
Harry
was alarmed at this request. If Ron and Hermione were paired up for chores, that would leave him alone with Ginny, something
he was not looking forward to. He had missed her terribly, and did not quite think he could stand to miss her with her right
there in the same room.
Ginny
might have been having similar thoughts, for she quickly interjected. "I'll help, Mum. Hermione and I have lots of catching
up to do."
"Oh well,
all right then," Mrs. Weasley faltered. She looked positively disappointed. A horrifying thought struck Harry. Was Mrs. Weasley
trying to engineer a situation in which he and Ginny would be alone? Or Ron and Hermione? Either way, the thought of an adult
taking such an interest in any of their love lives struck Harry as rather nauseating.
"Yeah,
and Harry and I have to catch up as well," insisted Ron.
"Catch
up on what," laughed Bill. "Is that what our young men are doing these days, gossiping?" He sighed. "I had so much hope for
the next generation."
Fleur
giggled and stroked Bill's long hair.
"'E is
just joking 'Arry, 'e is so funny, yes?"
They began
cooing and kissing at one another, and suddenly everyone else at the table decided it was a very good time to go and do something
far, far away from the kitchen.
Ron and
Harry went upstairs to Ron's room. They did have a lot to catch up on, Harry thought. He wanted to tell Ron about the
Dursley's bizarre behavior, and to start making plans for the Horcrux hunt. It was too risky to communicate by owl, of course,
so they'd had no chance to discuss strategy.
Ron's
room was its usual mess. Shabby wallpaper, covered with bright orange posters featuring Ron's Quidditch team, the lackluster
Chudley Cannons. Harry suddenly wondered what it meant for his own prospects that his best friend had a long history of backing
losers. The Cannons had never finished higher than ninth in the league.
Ron plopped
down on his bed and stretched out.
"I could
do with a nap; Dad woke us all up before dawn, he was so excited about coming to get you. How was the drive?"
"Fine.
Boring. Broomstick's much better. I did hear about Tonks and Lupin though."
"Yeah,
how about that? I guess he figured it was time to give in."
Harry
looked down at Ron in amusement. "Harsh words coming from someone who spent three weeks hiding from Lavender."
"Well
I've learned a lot since then," said Ron, sitting up and throwing Harry a dark look. "Take a look at this."
He reached
under his bed and pulled out a thick book, tossing it at Harry. "It's brilliant, it tells you everything."
Harry
caught the book with one hand. He looked down at the title. Understanding Witches: The Mad Things Women Do and Why
by Anonymous.
"Why d'you
suppose the author's anonymous," Harry asked. He flipped through the pages, with genuine curiosity, his gaze falling on a
chapter entitled "What You Do That Makes Her Cry."
"'Cause
he's giving away all their secrets of course," Ron explained, as if this were painfully obvious. "This book is pure gold.
If I'd had it last year, I'd have known how to get rid of Lavender and how to get on with -- well let's just say, it's helped
me a lot. Looks like you could use it too. Have you and Ginny had a row? You barely looked at each other downstairs."
Harry
gulped. He had not told Ron about ending his relationship with Ginny, and now that he thought of it, it was silly to assume
that Ginny would have told him herself.
"Well,"
he began, "we sort of ah..."
"You haven't
ditched her already? You rotten little ---"
"It wasn't
like that!" Harry insisted before Ron could continue. "I just didn't want anything to happen to her okay? It's too dangerous.
What if Voldemort kidnapped her or something!"
Harry
stopped abruptly. Ron did not look mad, in fact, he looked as though he were trying to suppress laughter.
"Oh so
it's okay for me and Hermione to risk our necks hanging out with you, but when it comes to Ginny you go all noble?"
he said. "Look, Harry, if you're going to stop seeing anyone that You-Know-Who might kidnap to get at you, you're going to
have to go live in a cave or something. Besides, even if we'd never met you, the Weasleys would all be in danger anyway
- we're the biggest blood traitor family there is. And half of mum and dad's relatives fought You-Know-Who the first time
around. I've been talking to him a lot about it lately. Mum's two brothers were heroes - took five Death Eaters apiece
to kill them. And dad's favorite aunt and uncle were killed defending the Ministry."
Ron had
become very animated now, retelling his father's tales of the first wizarding war. At first Harry had felt rather relieved.
Ron did have a point. Ginny was in no more danger as his girlfriend than she was as Arthur Weasley's daughter, and Harry's
pulse quickened at the thought of having her company again. But as Ron went on, Harry's happiness became more and more
deflated. He did not know the Weasleys after all. How many years had he known Ron's parents, lived in their house practically
every summer, and he'd never once asked them about their experiences during Voldemort's first reign of terror. Mrs. Weasley,
he reasoned, would probably not have told him anything anyway, but Mr. Weasley would have. He was such a wealth of information
but Harry, ever dwelling on his own troubles, hadn't even thought to ask him.
"Harry,
are you listening to me?"
"Of course
I am," Harry answered. He was now resolved; he would not waste another opportunity. "All this sounds really interesting. I'd
like to talk to your dad myself, when he gets home."
At this
moment, there was a sharp knock, and Hermione poked her head around the door.
"Have
I missed much? What have you been talking about," she said, breathlessly.
"I thought
you were helping Mum," Ron said.
"Ginny
and I were supposed to be writing out the place cards, but then Madame Delacour and Gabrielle showed up with the dressmaker.
It seems the bridesmaid's shoes are a half shade lighter than their dresses, and it's some sort of crisis." She sat down next
to Ron, and waved one hand in the air dismissively. "As if anyone would notice. The dresses go all the way to the ground!"
"This
whole wedding business is completely insane," agreed Ron. "Remind me to elope."
"Remind
yourself," sniffed Hermione, but she couldn't hide a smile. Harry looked up at the ceiling. Not them, too.
"Anyway,"
continued Hermione, "I thought I'd come up here and see what you two had got done so far. You have been making plans
for our trip, right?"
"'Course
we have," Harry and Ron answered in unison. Harry shoved Understanding Witches under the pillow of the camp bed he'd
been sitting on.
"We couldn't
get much done without you though," acknowledged Harry.
"Well,
I've got quite a lot done. The packing lists - did you find everything? Good. And I've been studying memory charms. Dumbledore
found out so many things by looking at people's memories, you know, it might work for us. I think I've mastered taking them
out of my own head, although of course I don't have a Pensieve so I can't look at them. But I've got quite good at Obliviation.
If we have to question anyone, we can make them forget we were there. And I did try my best to research Horcruxes, but
I'd already exhausted the library at Hogwarts, as you know. I wrote to Viktor Krum -- " Ron made a face, which Hermione ignored.
" -- because he went to Durmstrang, and they study more of the Dark Arts there. He said he thought the word sounded familiar,
and he's going to ask one of his old professors.... What?"
"Did you
tell him why you wanted to know about Horcruxes?" demanded Harry. "We aren't supposed to tell anybody! Don't you think he'll
be curious?"
"There's
no need to shout at me," Hermione retorted. "I phrased it very carefully. Viktor thinks I'm doing a research project on ancient
evils. Don't worry, I know it's supposed to be a secret."
"Do you
happen to know why?" Ron asked. "I have to admit that I haven't quite worked that out, myself."
"Because
-" Harry began, and then stopped. "He'd been about to say 'Because Dumbledore said so' but that seemed a bit foolish now when
Dumbledore had left him so little to go on. "If Voldemort finds out we're looking
for the Horcruxes, he...he might start moving them, and then we'd never find them."
"What?"
snorted Ron. "Have we figured out where they are already? I must have missed that development."
Harry
rolled his eyes at Ron, but Hermione responded. "There's no telling what Voldemort might do if he realized that his Horcruxes
were being threatened. He could set extra spells that would make it impossible to reach them. He might even set
a trap for Harry in order to capture him, so we have to be careful that he doesn't find out."
She turned
her worried gaze to Harry. "All the same, I really think we should consider getting help. Those things that you and
Dumbledore did in the cave - we've never experienced magic like that. You couldn't have done it yourself; neither could I.
We don't even know how to destroy the Horcruxes after we find them. I know it's a risk, but it's an even bigger risk to go
stumbling around in the dark. That might have made sense when Dumbledore was alive and he could give you advice, but now...
I don't think we can do this alone."
Harry
considered. He'd been feeling out of his depth at the thought of hunting for the Horcruxes, but if Hermione was questioning
the plan as well, that was serious indeed. He looked at her, at the anxious expression in her eyes, and nodded. "You're right.
I think we're going to need help."
Hermione
sighed with relief. "All right then, who can we talk to?"
"Slughorn,
I suppose," said Harry. "He's the only person I know who's ever heard about Horcruxes."
"We'd
have to go back to Hogwarts for that," Ron interrupted.
"Yes,
but we wouldn't have to stay," reasoned Harry.
"Hmmm,"
mused Hermione. "Slughorn makes sense, but he wasn't very willing to talk to you last time, was he? I don't know if
you'll luck into another giant talking spider funeral at which to get him drunk. Why not ask Professor Lupin? He'll be here
tomorrow, for your birthday party. And Moody too. Either one of them might know aboutHhorcruxes. "
"If we
ask them, they'll want to know why, and they'll figure out what we're planning," warned Harry.
"Yeah,
but they won't stop us," said Ron. "Not when they know Dumbledore set us on the job. I've already talked to Dad about it.
The last thing Dumbledore said to the Order was 'Trust Harry, he's our best hope.' They know you've got some kind of mission,
and I told Dad I was going to go with you."
Harry
was surprised.
"He's
worried of course, but he knows I'd just go anyway. He'll break it to Mum after the wedding. He's helping me with my disguise."
"What
disguise?" Harry and Hermione asked together.
Ron grinned
at them both, and pointed his wand at the low ceiling.
"Descendo,"
he muttered. A hatch opened right over their heads and a ladder slid down to their feet. A horrible, half-sucking, half-moaning
sound came out of the square hole, along with an unpleasant smell, like open drains.
"That's
your ghoul, isn't it?" asked Harry, who had never actually met the creature that sometimes disrupted his sleep.
"Yeah
it is," said Ron, climbing the ladder. "Come and have a look at him."
Harry
and Hermione followed Ron up the few short steps into the tiny attic space. Harry's head and shoulders were in the room before
he caught sight of the creature curled up a few feet away from him, fast asleep in the gloom with its large mouth wide open.
He scrambled out of the way as Hermione climbed up behind him.
"Do ghouls
normally wear pajamas?"
"No,"
said Ron, "Nor have they usually got red hair or that number of pustules. He's me, see?"
Harry
shook his head.
"I'll
explain back in my room, the smell's getting to me." They climbed back down the ladder, which Ron returned to the ceiling.
"Once
we've left, the ghoul's going to come down here and live in my room," Ron explained. "I think he's really looking forward
to it -- well, it's hard to tell, because all he can do is moan and drool -- but he nods a lot when you mention it. Anyway,
he's going to be me with spattergroit. Good, eh?"
Hermione
nodded, impressed, but Harry was still confused.
"Look,
when we three don't turn up at Hogwarts again, everyone's going to think Hermione and I must be with you, right? Which means
the Death Eaters will go straight for our families to see if they've got information on where you are. We can't hide my family,
it'll look too fishy, and they can't leave their jobs. So Dad's going to put out the story that I'm seriously ill with Spattergroit,
which is why I can't go back to school. If anyone comes to investigate, Mum or Dad can show them the ghoul in my bed, covered
in pustules. Spattergroit's really contagious, so they're not going to want to go near him. It won't even matter than he can't
say anything, because apparently you can't once the fungus has spread to your uvula."
Now it
was Harry's turn to be impressed. He turned to Hermione. "What about your parents?"
To both
his and Ron's surprise, Hermione suddenly burst into tears. Harry started to go to her, but Ron got there first. He put his
arm around her and pulled a dirty handkerchief out of his pocket.
"Here,
no wait. Tergeo." He whisked away most of the grime with his wand. "Now take this and try to calm down, and then you
can tell us all about it."
Harry
stared at Ron in amazement. He wondered if the chapter following "What You Do That Makes Her Cry" was "How To Make Her Stop."
Hermione
took the proffered handkerchief and blew her nose loudly, hiccupped a few times, and smiled at Ron in thanks.
"I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to carry on so. It's just that Mother and Dad - well, they weren't at all happy when I told them that I was
going to leave school and help you, Harry. They weren't going to let me go."
"How could
they stop you?" scoffed Ron. "You're a witch, remember, and you're of age now. You can do magic whenever you want. What
would they do, lock you in your room?"
"Yes,
I could run away, Ron," Hermione sniffed. "But what would happen to them? They're Muggles, they can't defend themselves from
the Death Eaters, and they wouldn't agree to accept protection from the Order unless I stayed with them."
"But you're
here now," said Harry. "How did you persuade them?"
"I didn't,"
Hermione began to cry again. "I -- I -- I modified their memories. Oh don't look at me like that, either of you. It was an
emergency. I've convinced them that they are now called Wendell and Monica Wilkins, and that they've decided to move their
dental practice to Australia. If I survive our hunt for the Horcruxes, I'll find them and restore their memories. And if not, well
I think I've done a good enough job to make them happy. Monica and Wendell don't know they have a daughter, you see." This
brought a fresh tide of tears, and Ron glared at Harry as if it were his fault for asking in the first place.
"Of course
you had to do it. It'll be fine, they're safe now and you'll put everything right in the end." Ron said all this very soothingly,
giving Hermione's shoulder a squeeze as he did so.
Hermione
smiled up at Ron weakly, and Harry had to resist the urge to roll his eyes. But he felt guilty too. Ron and Hermione had gone
to great lengths to prepare to help him, and Harry's only accomplishment so far was packing his rucksack.
"I'll
bet the Dursleys would love to have you erase me from their memories," he joked, trying to lighten the mood. Harry was suddenly
reminded of the sheaf of parchment he'd taken from under the stairs. He'd stuffed it down the front of his jacket, and now
that he thought of it, he realized it was rubbing against his chest most uncomfortably. For some unknown reason, however,
he did not want to show it to Ron and Hermione just yet. He wanted to look at it himself first.
He would
not have the chance however, for many hours. The bridesmaid dress catastrophe having been averted, Ginny was now free to get
back to work on the place cards. Harry offered to help, in hopes that he'd have a moment to talk to Ginny about this whole
"not any safer with me or without me" angle that Ron had presented. As it turned out, all four of them were needed to finish
the job, the Weasleys being so large a family. By the time they were done, Mr. Weasley had arrived home with Harry's things,
and eager to tell everyone about his fascinating encounter with the angry cab driver and three traffic policemen. "I think
we're going to be sued, Harry, that's not good is it?"
Then Fred
and George stopped by for dinner, and to regale the family with the story of how they'd interrupted service at the Floo Network
offices. Harry had been correct: it did involve explosions, several of them, in fact.
So it
was not until Harry and Ron had got into bed, that Harry found himself with the time and privacy to inspect the mysterious
parchment. Harry lay there with his eyes closed, feigning sleep until he heard the deep, steady breathing that told him Ron
was well past disturbing.
Harry
glanced at his watch. Still two hours until his birthday, but Harry figured that the Ministry would have a hard time detecting
one minor spell in a house full of wizards.
"Lumos," he muttered, and a soft light appeared at the tip of his wand.
To Harry's
delight, the parchment was not just parchment at all. It was a collection of letters, most addressed to Mr. and Mrs. Charles
Evans of 28 Old Mill Road; Bakewell, Derbyshire and some to Miss Petunia Evans at the Lady Manners School in the same city, and even fewer to Mrs. Vernon Dursley of 4 Privet Drive. Harry quaked with excitement. He knew what
they must be; letters from his mother.
He tore
open the first one eagerly.
Dear
Mum and Dad,
I am
so sorry I couldn't make it home for Easter holidays; NEWT level classes are much harder than I'd anticipated and I really
needed to stay at Hogwarts to study. I've enclosed chocolate rabbits for all of you though. They're from Honeydukes, but I've
charmed them so the ears grow back as soon as you bite them off.
Much
love,
Lily
Harry
sat up in his bed, holding this miraculous paper in his trembling fingers, while inside him a kind of quiet eruption of grief
and joy was thundering inside his veins. He marveled at the handwriting. She made her "g's" the same way he did: He searched
through the letter for every one of them and each felt like a friendly little wave glimpsed from behind a veil. This letter
was proof that Lily Evans had lived, really lived, that her warm hand had once moved across this parchment, tracing ink into
these letters, these words. And there were more - dozens more.
He couldn't
read them fast enough. They were in no particular order, and Harry was far too excited to even think of trying to organize
them. He simply read them, one after the other, devouring a particularly fat epistle that had been written after Lily's very
first week at school. She described her Sorting, her dorm in Gryffindor Tower, her first week of classes. Charms was her favorite subject, followed by Potions, which did not surprise Harry at
all, having heard Slughorn rave about his mother's potions abilities for a whole year. In letter after letter, Harry's mother
became real to him at last. Not just a picture or a scream he heard in his darkest nightmares. She was funny; her description
of her first Care of Magical Creatures class had Harry stifling laughter. And cheeky, too. Harry found a letter from Professor
McGonagall to his grandparents, informing them that Lily had received a week's detention for telling Argus Filch to "stuff
it" after he'd caught her playing Exploding Snap in one of the corridors. And smart. Harry marveled at her O.W.L marks
- six E's, and O's in Potions, Charms, and Ancient Runes. He couldn't wait to tell Hermione about that last one.
Harry
was disappointed to find no mention of his father yet; but then he remembered that Sirius and Lupin once told him that his
parents hadn't started going out until their seventh year. There were many references to Lily's other friends though, someone
called Mary, and another, "Sev" who was referred to quite often, usually when Lily was talking about studying.
Harry
had read into the small hours of the morning, and was so tired his head was nodding. But the next letter, written to Petunia
some years after Lily had left school, snapped him into attentiveness.
Dear
Petunia,
Congratulations!
I can't wait to meet my new nephew, and introduce him to his cousin, who should be arriving shortly. I am so huge now that
I can barely get around the house, and James has to tie my shoes since I can't even see them to point my wand at them!
He seems
eager to get out and meet us all, at least I should think so by the way he kicks me all night long! We've decided to name
him Harry; I haven't even thought of a girl's name, I'm just positive that he's a boy. And of course his middle name will
be James, although James wants to name him after one of our friends, but I'm putting my foot down.
Won't
it be a wonderful Christmas? You and I with our boys, and Mum and Dad with two new grandsons to spoil.
Enclosed
is a gift for little Dudley. Don't worry; it doesn't do anything weird, I promise.
Love,
Lily
Harry was crying
in earnest now. He'd had grandparents to spoil him, and there had been a time when Lily and Petunia exchanged news, and even
love. He wiped his eyes with the back of his hand. Harry did not understand when or why things had gone so wrong. He only
knew that Aunt Petunia had just given him the best birthday present of his entire life.
Chapter 6
A Birthday and a Bequest
He
was walking down a mountain road in the cool blue light of dawn. Far below, swathed in mist, was the shadow of a small town.
Was the man he sought down there?
"Oi! Wake
up!"
Harry
opened his eyes. He was lying on the camp bed in Ron's dingy attic room. The sun had risen and the room was blazing with light
that reflected off the orange Cannons posters, making Harry feel he had suddenly woken up inside a fireplace. He had fallen
asleep fully clothed, still reading his letters and imagining his first Christmas. His scar prickled uncomfortably. He'd been
dreaming about Voldemort again, he knew.
"What
is all this?" asked Ron, gesturing at the raft of parchment and envelopes that littered the bed.
Harry
straightened his glasses, and sat up, scrambling to gather all his letters together.
"You've
got to see these, Ron. They're letters from my mum. I found them at the house. Sit down, look, they're amazing. She
writes all about Hogwarts and the teachers, and there's this really funny one....where is it....oh. Here. It's about Professor
Kettleburn, you know, the bloke Hagrid replaced at Care of Magical Creatures. He was notorious for getting himself injured,
she says. He scanned the paper, looking for a particular quote. "'Never a class ends without bloodshed or a broken bone. I
don't know as we're learning much about magical creatures, but the whole class is becoming crackerjack Healers.' You've got
to read them!"
Ron looked
down at his friend with an odd expression on his face.
"Happy
Birthday, Harry," he said gently as if talking to a small child or someone very deranged and possibly dangerous.
"What?
Oh yeah, thanks!“ Harry was scanning over a letter that announced Lily's engagement to James Potter. Ron would probably
find that boring, but Hermione would appreciate it.
"Don't
you want to see your presents? Or...do some magic now that you're of age?"
Harry
was suddenly embarrassed and irritated. It probably did seem bizarre to fixate on a pile of old parchment on your 17th birthday,
when you ought to be doing magic just because you could. Why couldn't Ron understand how important Harry's family (or
lack of it) was to him? Of course, Harry thought bitterly, Ron had grown up with parents and grandparents and siblings so
he had no reason to understand, did he?
"Yeah,
'course. Presents," Harry mumbled, gathering up the letters and stacking them not very tidily under the bed. "I can look at
these anytime. Shall we go downstairs?"
"Well,
you've got to open this one from me up here - it's not for mother's eyes," said Ron, who seemed eager to change the subject.
He handed
Harry an awkwardly shaped gift, which turned out to be a bottle of firewhiskey.
"We'll
open it tonight, after everyone's gone to bed," Ron said cheerfully.
There
was a sharp rap on the door, and Hermione poked her head in.
"Happy
Birthday Harry!" she exclaimed as she came into the room.
"What's
the point of knocking, if you're just going to walk in without waiting for an answer," Ron mumbled under his breath.
It was
loud enough for Hermione to hear though, and she turned pink. However, she might have done so at the realization that Ron
was only wearing his underpants, having got warm in the middle of the night.
She turned
abruptly toward the door, and said, with her back to the boys, "I'mgoingdownstairsbreakfastisreadyseeyoutherebye!' And was
instantly gone.
Ron smirked,
and started pulling on his clothes. Harry, feeling that it would provoke too many questions if he appeared in his obviously-slept-in
clothing from the previous day, changed as well.
The kitchen
was surprisingly empty. Only Mrs. Weasley, who was frying bacon, and Hermione who was sitting at the table, sipping juice,
reading the morning's Prophet and very pointedly not looking at the stairs, were present. Harry felt a little put out.
Then he remembered that most of the Weasleys would be at work today or busy with wedding plans.
As if
sensing these thoughts, Mrs. Weasley turned to him and said, "Good morning dear, Happy Birthday. Arthur's had to go to work,
but he wanted me to give you our present first thing. Fred and George will be by after the shop closes, Charlie should be
arriving any minute from Romania, and everyone else will be here this evening."
She set
a plate of bacon and toast on the table and pulled a small box from the pocket of her apron.
"It's
traditional to give a wizard a watch when he comes of age," explained Mrs. Weasley, as Harry opened the box. "This one isn't
new, like Ron's. It belonged to my brother Fabian, and I'm afraid he wasn't always careful with his possessions, there's a
dent on the back..." But her words were muffled by Harry's shoulder as he gave her an enormous hug. He tried to put a lot
of unspoken things in that hug, and he hoped she understood them. She must have, for she patted his cheek and gave him a very
tender, motherly look before returning to the stove. "How would you want your eggs, then dears?"
Hermione,
suddenly slapped the newspaper on the table and made a noise of disgust.
"That
wretched cow!" she exclaimed.
"Excuse
me, but she's only trying to cook you breakfast,'" Ron spluttered, indignantly. Harry and Mrs. Weasley were also shocked at
Hermione's outburst.
"What?
No, no, not you Mrs. Weasley," Hermione apologized, blushing. "It's that Rita Skeeter. She's written a biography of Dumbledore,
and she's given an interview to the Prophet to promote it. It sounds dreadful, of course, full of her usual lies."
Harry
leaned over and took the paper from Hermione. The front page showed a woman with elaborately curled blonde hair, jeweled eyeglasses,
and a ferocious smile.
The headline
read: Dumbledore: The Truth at Last? - Skeeter Bio Tells All
"What
does she say about Dumbledore?" Harry asked, unwilling to read more.
"Oh she
won't give away any details. She wants you to buy the book, of course," answered Hermione, her voice full of bitterness. "But
she gives plenty of hints about a 'disturbed childhood' and 'lawless youth' and clearly implies that Dumbledore was some sort
of schemer and liar. You don't believe this?" she broke off, catching sight of Harry's stricken face.
"Of course
not," said Harry, but he couldn't help recalling Tom's words from yesterday. Whatever you have heard about Dumbledore,
whatever you might hear... What sort of secrets had Dumbledore hidden?
Mrs. Weasley
took matters in hand. "Rita Skeeter is nothing but a spiteful old hag, and I wouldn't believe her if she said the sky was
blue. Now eat your breakfasts, and forget about her and her stupid book." With a swish of her wand, she settled a plate of
scrambled eggs on the table, and snatched up the newspaper with her free hand.
"This
is going where it belongs," she declared, flinging it into the fireplace.
They had
nearly finished breakfast when Charlie Weasley appeared. Shorter than Ron, thickset and covered in burns, Charlie had not
been able to get away from his work at the dragon preserve until just this morning.
His mother
gave him an enormous, intense hug, and immediately began to nag him about the length of his hair, always an issue in the Weasley
household. Harry, the Skeeter article retreating to the back of his mind, watched mother and son with amusement and wondered
if Mr. Weasley had purposely started going bald to put an end to these sorts of arguments about his own hair.
Ginny
had not appeared downstairs at all, Harry noticed keenly. She did not appear, in fact, until just before she, Mrs. Weasley,
and Charlie left for the wedding rehearsal. And she offered Harry only the briefest of glances and the most casual birthday
greetings as she breezed out the door.
"Now,
you three won't mind being left alone, I'm sure," said Mrs. Weasley, in a harried sort of way. She had much to organize this
afternoon. "The men are putting up the marquee right now, and they've already been paid so you needn't worry about them. We'll
be at Muriel's for a few hours. Don't leave the house though, just to be safe, and don't make a mess, and I'm talking
to you Ron, when I say that."
As soon
as they had gone, Hermione asked Ron and Harry to get their DA coins.
Ron produced
his immediately, but Harry had to run upstairs and dig his out of his rucksack.
"Now you'll
need to memorize this, and then destroy it," said Hermione, handing them each a piece of paper. "It's a code you see, different
combinations of numbers that mean simple words and phrases like "yes", "no", "SOS" and "arrived safely." This way we'll be
able to communicate if we get separated, or are someplace where we can't speak freely."
Once again,
Harry had to marvel at Hermione's brilliance. Ron was equally impressed, but couldn't resist teasing.
"Should
we eat this after we've memorized it, or can we just tear it up and throw it away?"
"Well
you could eat it I'm sure Ronald, you'll eat anything."
"Might
not be so bad, if I could transfigure it into a tart or something first," he replied cheerfully.
Hermione
rolled her eyes. "Did you learn nothing last year except how to snog? You can't transfigure a non-food item into food. Well,
you can, but you wouldn't want to. Transfigured objects eventually revert back to their prior state, as you may remember from
our very first Transfiguration lesson. You could turn rocks into strawberries, but you'd better hope they don't switch back
before you've finished digesting them." She sniffed. "And if you're done making jokes, we need to start planning where to
look for the Horcruxes."
She drew
out a sheet of parchment and a quill.
"We should
make a list. Where Voldemort's been, places that are special to him, like Dumbledore said. What about that orphanage where
he grew up?"
"I don't
think so," interjected Harry. "He hated that place. The whole reason he framed Hagrid for opening the Chamber of Secrets was
to avoid having to go back there."
Hermione
nodded, but wrote down "Orphanage" anyway, with a question mark.
"Albania?" offered Ron. "That's where
he was hiding after you vaporized him, Harry."
"But where
in Albania? It'll take months to search the forests there," protested Hermione.
"It's
not as if we have a deadline," Ron pointed out. “About the only thing
we have got is time."
Hermione
added Albania to the list. After further debating, they also included the Little Hangleton graveyard, the house
owned by the Riddle family, the Crouch mansion, where Voldemort had lived for a year, Borgin and Burkes, where he used to
work, and finally, after much argument, Hogwarts.
Harry
insisted that no place was as important to Voldemort as the school, but Hermione and Ron didn't think he would have had a
chance to hide something there.
"Why not?"
argued Harry. "He explored the school from top to bottom when he was a student, that memory thing said so."
"Yes,
but how would he have got back in to hide anything? You've already destroyed the diary and the ring, so if there is a Horcrux
at Hogwarts, it's one of the ones he made after he left school," reasoned Hermione.
"He came
back looking for a job," Harry remembered. "And Dumbledore said it was probably just a ruse to get back into the school. Dumbledore
thought Voldemort wanted to look for a Horcrux, but what if he already had it? And just needed to hide it?"
"But he
was only in Dumbledore's office for a few minutes, you said so yourself," Hermione insisted.
"In the
office yes, but when Voldemort left, Dumbledore didn't even follow him. He could have gone all over the school." Harry was
struck with a horrifying thought. Had Dumbledore really allowed the most evil Dark wizard of all time to freely roam the school?
He tried to push this disturbing idea aside.
"Besides,
if we go to Hogwarts to talk to Slughorn about the Horcruxes it would be the perfect opportunity to have a look around. Who's
going to stop us?"
"We might
talk to Slughorn, if Professor Lupin or Moody can't help us. And you don't have to be so sarcastic. You agreed yesterday that we
need help," replied Hermione irritably.
But she
had added Hogwarts to the list, and now all they had to do was figure out where to start, how to get there, and what to look
for.
They were
in the midst of this discussion when Mrs. Weasley returned, accompanied not only by Ginny and Charlie, but now Bill, Fleur,
her parents, her little sister Gabrielle, Fred and George. Hermione stuffed away their notes, while Harry received a series
of hearty birthday greetings from the Weasley brothers, followed by sinister promises to take him for a "man's night out."
"I don't
think so," chastised Molly. "After the way you all behaved at Bill's stag party. I've never been so ashamed to be your mother
in all my life and that's saying something."
She immediately
began bustling about the kitchen to prepare dinner, commandeering Hermione, Ginny, and Fleur, Gabrielle, and their mother
to help her and shooing the boys off into the sitting room. "And not because cooking is woman's work, but because I've simply
had enough of your behavior today. I know who was responsible for the minister making all those funny noises during the rehearsal!"
Harry
received more presents; an enchanted razor from Bill, chocolates from the Delacours, and a book from Fred and George, entitled
How to Survive Damn Near Anything by Rex Leslie.
"It's
incredible all the stuff this bloke's done, and it's true, too, unlike some authors, whose names I won't mention but are currently
in the locked ward at St. Mungo's," said Fred.
George
put a hand on Harry's shoulder and murmured into his ear, "And you'll have to come by the shop before you leave, and take
anything you think you'll need."
Harry
did not know whether to be comforted or terrified at the realization that not only was no one going to try and stop him from
hunting Voldemort, they were actually trying to help him get on his way.
There
were more voices in the kitchen now; Lupin, Tonks and Alastor Moody had arrived and were duly sent out, although Tonks protested
that she would be delighted to help with Harry's cake. "No, no, we've got it all under control," Mrs. Weasley called after
her. Tonks was notoriously clumsy.
The Weasley
house was simply not big enough to contain all these merrymakers, and Hagrid wouldn't even fit in through the door, so the
party was moved to the garden, where Bill and Charlie set up tables end to end. Hermione was decorating the trees with streams
of purple and gold ribbon that shot out of her wand. Fred bewitched several golden lanterns to read '17' and George conjured
a garland of twinkling lights to hang from the trees. Harry was trying to work his way through the crowd to maneuver a seat
next to Ginny, who was proving to be quite elusive. Mrs. Weasley seemed to have caught on to his intentions, however, and
took matters into her own hands, such that Harry found himself not only next to Ginny, but squished into the farthest, darkest
corner of the garden with her. Perhaps a little parental involvement in one's love life was not such a bad thing.
Hagrid
appeared beaming at him. "Just like old times again, eh Harry? Remember the first time we met was on your birthday."
"Yeah,
I think so," grinned Harry. "You knocked down a door, tried to turn my cousin into a pig, and told me I was a wizard."
"Not sure
I can ever top that - but here's a present for you all the same," said Hagrid, with a laugh, handing him a furry pouch on
a string. "It's Mokeskin. Dead useful. You can hide anything in there, and it will only open for the owner."
Mr. Weasley
had not arrived home from work yet, and they had just decided to start without him when a silver streak shot into the garden,
resolving itself into the shimmering form of a weasel, which sat up on its hind legs and spoke with Mr. Weasley's voice. "On
my way. Minister coming with me."
And in
a matter of minutes, the two of them appeared, both with troubled looks on their faces.
"Once
again, I must interrupt a party," began Scrimgeour. He had aged decades in the past year; there were deep furrows in his brow
and his hair was pure white. "Many happy returns, Harry. I'll be brief. I need to speak to you, Miss Granger and Mr. Ronald
Weasley, privately."
Those
gathered around the table exchanged looks of astonishment. Harry stood up awkwardly. "What is it you want?" he demanded.
Scrimgeour
sighed. "I don't have time to argue with you. It's about the will of Albus Dumbledore."
"Dumbledore's
left us something?" asked Hermione.
"Yes,
but I would like to discuss it with you privately." He paused, closed his eyes, and said simply, "Please."
Harry,
Ron and Hermione led Scrimgeour back into the Weasley kitchen, where they sat, eyeing each other suspiciously. Scrimgeour
pulled a paper and three parcels from his robes.
"You have
each been left a bequest," Scrimegour explained.
Hermione
interrupted him. "And why has it taken so long for us to receive our bequests?" she asked angrily. Her arms were folded and
she was throwing daggers at Scrimgeour with her eyes.
Harry
didn't understand her hostility, but Scrimgeour apparently did.
"The Ministry's
legal department reviews all wizarding wills, as you seem to know, Miss Granger, and are authorized to withhold any inheritances
for up to thirty days."
"Yes,"
replied Hermione, "but the intention behind that law is to ensure that Dark objects are not passed down through families.
I doubt you were worried that Dumbledore would be passing Dark objects in his will."
"Are you
interested in a career in Magical Law, Miss Granger? You seem to know quite a lot about it."
"No thank
you," said Hermione tartly. "I'm hoping to do some good in the world."
"Well
can we have them now," interjected Harry. He was more interested in what Dumbledore had left him than this tit for tat.
Scrimgeour
read from his list. "To Mr. Ronald Weasley, I leave my Put Outer, in hopes that he will think of me when using it," he said
handing Ron a silver object that looked like a cigarette lighter. "Do you know what this object is or what it does?" asked
Scrimgeour.
"I'd guess
it puts lights out," said Ron, accepting the object and examining it with interest.
"Yes we
were able to ferret that out," said Scrimgeour sarcastically. "I meant, is there any particular reason you think Dumbledore
might have wanted you to have it? This is a rare item, possibly of his own invention. Did the two of you have a special relationship?"
"Why is
this any of your business," interrupted Hermione. Harry was shocked. He had never heard her speak so disrespectfully to an
adult. Himself, yes, he'd challenged the Minister several times now, but not Hermione.
Scrimgeour
glared at Hermione, his nostrils flaring. "And to Miss Hermione Granger," he recited from memory, "I leave a first edition
copy of Hogwarts: A History which I am sure she will find fascinating reading." He handed her an old, battered book
with stains on the cover and a loose binding. "I won't even bother asking you why, given your attitude."
She accepted
the book and immediately began to peruse it, glancing up at Scrimgeour suspiciously now and then.
The Minister
now turned now to Harry. "And to Harry Potter, I leave the Golden Snitch that he caught in his first Quidditch game, as a
reminder of what hard work and perseverance can bring." He unwrapped the last parcel and handed Harry a tarnished golden ball
with crumpled wings.
Harry
reached out for the Snitch, his disappointment clearly etched on his face. Hermione and Ron however, were trying and failing
to mask their excitement. Harry took the Snitch and turned it over in his hands, suddenly realizing that all three of them
- Scrimgeour, Ron, and Hermione - were now staring at him with disappointed looks of their own.
"There
is one other item left to you, Harry," said the Minister. "The Sword of Godric Gryffindor."
Harry
looked up quickly. Dumbleore had left him the Sword? Something to do with the Horcruxes, perhaps?
"Of course
you cannot have that," Scrimgeour was saying. "It isn't Dumbledore's to give; it's a relic that belongs to the school."
"Why not,"
Ron said, loudly. "Harry got it out of the Sorting Hat, it chose him!"
"The Sword
will present itself to any worthy Gryffindor," growled Scrimgeour. It belongs to no one in particular, not even Albus
Dumbledore,"
He eyed
Harry shrewdly. "Why did Dumbledore want you to have the Sword? Did he think you could use it to destroy He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named?"
Harry
did not answer and Scrimgeour stood up. He began to pace up and down the floor, but when he spoke again his voice was not
angry, but despondent. "Why are you being so difficult and hostile when our community is at its most desperate hour? You have
no idea how badly things are going, do you? Every day there are more letters, more protestors. Oh You-Know-Who is very clever.
He targets Muggles, so the Ministry has to send teams of Aurors and Obliviators out to take care of the situation, and then
the magical community complains that we're ignoring them at the expense of Muggles. I'm sure he's got supporters inside the
Ministry and at the Daily Prophet as well. He doesn't need to use the Imperius Curse when he can fuel people's prejudices
to get them to act of their own will."
He stopped
pacing and turned to Harry, imploring him. "Don't you think we want the same thing? You could turn the tide of community feeling
if you just gave us your support, Harry."
He leaned
into Harry's face, and Harry was frightened to see that his eyes were full of despair and tears. "I will sack Dolores Umbridge
myself, first thing tomorrow morning, if you will just help us, Harry. The wizarding world needs something to believe in."
Harry
gulped. The sight of Scrimgeour's fear, the pleading in his voice, made Harry feel anxious and ill inside. Why had he been
so resistant to the Ministry anyway? Because Dumbledore said so. He was Dumbledore's man through and through, but Dumbledore
was gone. And on this, the day he came of age, Harry thought it might be time to be his own man.
He chose
his words very carefully and deliberately.
"You can...put
it out...that you are giving me support," said Harry. "That you know my mission, and will provide me every convenience
to carry it out."
"Such
as what?" said Scrimgeour suspiciously.
"Such
as the Sword of Gryffindor," Harry answered coolly.
Scrimgeour
looked at him appraisingly. "Perhaps you are not just Dumbledore's puppet after all, Potter." He paused for several minutes,
staring at the floor. "Agreed. You'll have the Sword by this time tomorrow."
They followed
the Minister out the kitchen door into the garden, where Harry's birthday party still awaited him. Scrimgeour nodded to Mr.
Weasley and to Tonks and Moody as well, and limped out the garden gate.
"Why did
you say that Harry?" whispered Hermione. "Dumbledore never trusted Scrimgeour!"
"We need
the Sword," Harry whispered back. He looked at Ron and Hermione both. "We'll tell them about the inheritance, but don't mention
my deal with Scrimgeour, okay?"
They nodded,
Ron willingly and Hermione uncomfortably.
Harry,
Ron, and Hermione recounted their conversation and showed the others their bequests. The book was thumbed through, the Put-Outer
marveled over, the Snitch puzzled over, and the prospect of the Sword of Gryffindor exclaimed over in turn. But no one
could make any more sense of these objects than their new owners, and Mrs. Weasley felt it was unproductive to simply leave
the food getting cold while they speculated.
So they
ate, and talked, and toasted to Harry's birthday and Lupin and Tonks's marriage and Bill and Fleur's wedding. Harry had got
quite tipsy, as he was being plied with wine on both sides from Fred and George (in Harry's absence, Ginny had switched places
with her brother, to Harry's dismay.)
"I forgot
to thank you, Mr. Weasley, for my watch," said Harry.
'No, no,"
averred Mr. Weasley himself a little red in the face. "You must call me Arthur now. That goes for all of you," he said, looking
at Hermione and Fleur, "except you Weasleys of course. I do prefer the old 'Dad'"
"I didn't
know there was a new one," piped Fred, which sent everyone at the table into fits of giggles.
Harry's
cake was brought out. Mrs. Weasley (who did not offer to let Harry call her Molly) had outdone herself this year: creating
a giant Snitch with yellow-gold icing and wings of spun sugar.
"That's
amazing, Mrs. Weasley," said Harry. And he was amazed, at not just the cake but the companionship that around him. He
felt surrounded in it, bathed in a warm glow of friendship. The letters from his mother that had so consumed him hours
ago were a distant memory, as indeed was their writer a distant memory. This was his family now. And yet....the longing for
his own parents never truly left him, not when he saw Mr. Weasley - Arthur now - rumpling one son's hair while laughing at
another. He hiccupped. Perhaps it was just the wine, making him sentimental like this.
Mr. and
Mrs.Delacour excused themselves around nine, taking their daughters with them. "We must be well-rested, so we can be beautiful
for tomorrow," said Mrs. Delacour, looking rather pointedly at the Weasleys. Gabrielle gave Harry a goodbye kiss and trilled
""Appee Bearthday!" at him, before she disappeared with her parents.
"Now,"
said Arthur, standing up. "If you don't mind, the men folk have a special birthday present for Harry, that we'd like to give
him privately."
Remus,
Moody, and Hagrid all got up; they seemed to be in on it, whatever it was. When the Weasley brothers moved to join them however,
Arthur waved them off.
"Not you
overgrown boys, Harry can tell you about it later, if he wants to," Arthur winked at Hagrid who winked back, very dramatically.
"Come
on, Harry," said Hagrid, as he slid another bottle of wine into his coat.
With great
trepidation, and the shouted protests of Ron, Bill, Charlie, and the twins echoing behind him, Harry followed Hagrid down
the small path that led to Arthur's tool shed. What were they going to do to him? The last time he had been so nervous was
before his own Sorting.
Hagrid
pushed open the door to the shed, and from behind him, Harry heard Remus and Arthur mutter "Lumos" as they raised their wands.
And he
saw it. A huge, gleaming, black motorbike with great knobbly tires and polished chrome handles. It was enormous. It was intimidating.
It was beautiful. And it's mine, thought Harry.
"Ta-Da",
Arthur sang out. "What do you think of that, Harry!"
"It's--it's---incredible,"
Harry spluttered. "Where did it come from?"
"Used
ter belong to Sirius," explained Hagrid. "He lent it to me when you was on'y a baby, and I sort of er.. crashed it awhile
back. But Lupin and Moody here helped me get it back, and we brought it to Arthur ..." his voice trailed off.
"And I
fixed it up, and added a few improvements," finished Arthur, pointing to an array of buttons above the throttle. "Extra concealments
and defensive maneuvers. This one shoots a brick wall out the exhaust pipe," he said, pointing to a purple, flashing button.
Lupin
patted Harry on the back and said to him quietly, "Sirius would have given it to you himself, if he were here. He loved this
bike."
"It'll
be damn difficult to disguise," growled Moody. "But there's no denying it can go faster than any broomstick, and you'll need
that kind of speed if you're being chased by a swarm of Death Eaters."
"Sit on
it, Harry, give it start," urged Arthur.
Harry
climbed astride the bike and tentatively reached for the handlebars. He was terrified and excited at once. He turned the key,
and the engine gave a tremendous bang, and then purred. Arthur had done well. Harry imagined himself zooming across the countryside
and up into the air. A wild thought struck him. Everyone would want a ride on the bike, surely even Ginny, and then he'd have
a chance to get her alone. Then reality intruded on this happy fantasy.
"I have
no idea how to ride this, or fly it," he admitted, with a rueful laugh.
"I'll
teach yeh," Hagrid assured him, although seeing as Hagrid had been the one to crash it, he hardly seemed the most appropriate
instructor. "Who wants ter drink to Harry's new motorbike?" He produced the wine, and Arthur conjured up glasses for
everyone.
"We thought
you might be able to use it, on your journey," said Arthur carefully. He exchanged looks with the other three and then continued.
"We won't try to stop you, you know. But if you should want our help --"
Harry
hesitated. Here it was: the choice between following Dumbledore's orders to keep the Horcruxes a secret and trusting in his
friends. And now that the moment had come, Harry realized that it wasn't a difficult choice at all. "Yeah, I think I could
use it."
His willingness
surprised the men - they had clearly not expected him to give in so easily. Harry sighed and looked up at the ceiling. "Have
any of you heard of Horcruxes?"
Unfortunately,
none of them had. Harry explained as best he could, watching Arthur, Lupin, and Hagrid grow paler and paler as he went on.
Moody's magical eye swirled violently in its socket. He told them about the Horcruxes; that he and Dumbledore had already
destroyed two and were seeking a third on the night the headmaster had died, their speculation on what the remaining ones
might be, and the task that was left to Harry now that Dumbledore was gone. Harry left out the part about the fake Horcrux;
he didn't know why exactly. It was embarrassing somehow, that something so worthless had cost so much.
"And Dumbledore
wanted you to do all this alone?" said Lupin in astonishment, when Harry had finally finished.
"Well
no, he knew I'd told Ron and Hermione."
"And these
things he left you in his will, they're supposed to help you find the Horcruxes?" said Arthur.
"I'm not
really sure...don't look like that. It isn't Dumbledore's fault. He thought he had all the time in the world to teach me!
It's not his fault Snape killed him!"
"Harry's
right," said Hagrid, quietly. "It's not our place ter question Dumbledore. He did his best, always. If Harry wants our help,
we ought ter give it to him without arguin'. At least that's what I'm doin'."
Lupin
and Arthur both regarded Hagrid kindly, but were still doubtful.
"I agree
with Hagrid," declared Moody. "No point fretting about what the old man should have done. Let's just fix this mess before
we all get killed ourselves. Right then. I'll find out how to destroy Horcruxes."
"How?"
they all asked at once.
"The Ministry
keeps all the Dark objects and books they've ever confiscated. Half the stuff in that storeroom is thanks to me, in fact.
If there's anything to know about these Horcruxes, I'll find it in there."
"And you're
just going to waltz in there and have a look around?" said Arthur, skeptically. "You've been retired for ages, Moody. I'll
do it."
"That's
about as foolish a plan as Hagrid here teaching Potter how to ride that motorbike. You've got no business in the Auror's office,
and they'd know it. But an old hand like me, well we're always coming back to chivvy the young ones or reminisce about old
times. Now that dolt Thicknesse is in charge, he won't have the sense or the nerve to stop me. I could walk out with half
the place and my old desk too."
"I think
Scrimgeour might --" Harry started to say, but Moody spoke over him.
"Scrimgeour
isn't one you want to be trusting Harry. He says whatever he has to say to get what he wants and doesn't think twice about
going back on it."
All the
wine and mirth of the evening sapped out of Harry instantly. He'd just made a deal with a man known for going back on his
word. He realized that all four of the men were staring at him now, and tried to think of something that would account for
his expression.
"I had
another dream about Voldemort," he blurted out. It made no sense, really, but it served to change the subject. "And my scar
hurt. That hasn't happened for over a year."
Lupin
frowned. "I don't know anything about Horcruxes, Harry, but I do know a little bit about the human soul. It isn't meant to
be divided. If Voldemort has carved six pieces out of his soul, it's likely to be very unstable. That may be why he is no
longer able to employ Occlumency against you. But this is still very disturbing. Dumbledore didn't want you to have these
visions."
"No,"
Harry shook his head. He'd only meant to distract them by bringing up the dream, but now it gave him an inspiration. "No,
Dumbledore didn't want Voldemort looking into my mind. But I could go into his without him even noticing." He was getting
excited now. "If I could learn to control that - to go into his head on purpose and look for something, maybe I could see
where he's got the Horcruxes!"
"But if
Voldemort discovered you in his mind, if he tried to possess you ---" Lupin countered.
"He wouldn't,
He can't." Harry leaned forward on the motorbike, certain he was on to something. "He tried once and it was agony for him.
Dumbledore said so. Dumbledore said - he said that Voldemort made a mistake when he attacked me, that he gave me the tools
to destroy him. He gave me this scar - that's how we're connected. That's what Dumbledore wanted me to do! That's why it's
got to be me - I'm the only one who could read Voldemort's mind and not be detected!"
All thoughts
of Scrimgeour and possible betrayal were behind him now; he'd found the answer. Dumbledore had not been so circumspect after
all; it had just taken Harry a little time to figure it out. He looked up to find four pairs of eyes looking back at him with
varying expressions of excitement, worry, and skepticism.
"Sounds
like you need to teach him Legillimency, Lupin," said Moody gruffly. "If he's
going to control this connection or whatever it is."
Harry
turned to Lupin in surprise. He'd always suspected that Lupin could read his mind.
"I won't
pretend that I'm an especially good Legillimens, Harry," Lupin protested. "Not as good as Dumbledore and certainly not on
par with Voldemort."
"But you're
the best we've got," Arthur said, grimly. "I don't know what I can offer you myself, Harry, but if there's anything..."
"You've
already done loads, Mr. Weas- I mean Arthur," Harry interrupted. "Fixing up this bike, helping Ron with the ghoul...and Ron
told me that your family fought Voldemort the first time. You could give me all sorts of advice."
"You can
get that from people who were actually in on the fighting, Harry, not just sitting and worrying at home." Arthur gestured
to Lupin, Moody, and Hagrid. "But you know you'll always be welcome at the Burrow, if you need a safe place to stay."
"What
about me?" Hagrid announced. "I could help yeh, Harry. I've got these new slugs I've been breeding, a cross between Flesh-Eating
Slugs and Poisonous Carbuncles..."
"Thanks
Hagrid, that would be great, but I'm not sure I need those just yet," Harry said kindly. "But you know what you could do?
Ask Professor Slughorn if he would meet with me sometime, privately?"
The other
three looked at him curiously, but Harry did not offer an explanation. It wouldn't hurt to keep some secrets, he'd decided.
Arthur
glanced at his watch and declared that it was well past bed-time for everyone. Lupin walked back to the house to collect Tonks
and Moody stumped off to wherever he'd be sleeping that night, probably an armored underground bunker, Harry supposed. Hagrid,
being too large to sleep in the house, would be pitching a tent in the old orchard where the Weasleys used to play Quidditch.
Arthur
turned to Harry. "Harry, could you do me a favor? Send Molly out to meet me in the garden? I'd like to spend a little time
with her tonight. Night before our first child's wedding, you know."
"Sure
Arthur," Harry agreed, walking up to the house. He entered the kitchen stealthily, in case there were any irate Weasley brothers
still lurking about. He'd tell them about the motorbike tomorrow.
The kitchen
was deserted except for Mrs. Weasley and Ginny, who were washing dishes at the long sink. Mrs. Weasley held up each plate
and shot out a stream of bubbles from her wand before passing them to Ginny, who rinsed and dried them without magic, as she
was still underage.
"Um, Mrs.
Weasley? Mr. Weasley wanted to see you in the garden," Harry said tentatively.
"What's
that dear?" Mrs. Weasley said, turning to him."In the garden, now? Well all right."
She left,
and Harry found himself where he'd been longing to be all day, alone with Ginny. Although now that he'd got his wish, he quickly
found himself with no idea what to say. He walked up the sink.
"Shall
I help?" he offered. Ginny did not reply.
Harry
pointed his wand at the sink and filled it with soapy water. Then he set down his wand and picked up a cloth, and began washing
each dish by hand.
"You can
use magic now, you know," Ginny snapped, without looking at him.
"I know,"
replied Harry. "Solidarity." He paused. "Why are you still clearing up, it's late."
"Well,
we got a late start," Ginny replied, glancing at his reflection in the window before them. "Mum asked Bill if Percy had answered
his invitation to the wedding, and Bill said he'd never sent one. That started a row, and Mum had to go sit in the pantry
and cry for an hour before she could clear the table."
"Oh,"
said Harry, feeling this was all he could say.
They washed
and rinsed, bumping elbows now and again, but saying nothing, until Ginny burst out:
"Are you
sure it's safe to be talking to me? You-Know-Who might burst through the window and take me hostage any minute."
Harry
saw his chance and seized it, along with Ginny's hand.
"I've
been wanting to talk to you about that. I think -- I think we were being overcautious."
Ginny
jerked her hand away. "We weren't being anything. You decided. You ditched me, remember?"
Harry
bit his lip. He deserved this.
"And now
that you've changed your mind, I'm supposed to go all starry-eyed and take you back, am I?" Ginny was drying her plate with
a vicious energy. Harry thought she might break it.
He decided
to take a risk.
"No of
course not," he answered slyly. "But I wouldn't say no to a bit of swooning."
It worked.
Ginny had to turn away from him to hide the smile that played around her lips.
He took
her waist and turned her toward him, and spoke as sincerely as he could.
"Ginny,
I'm sorry. I made a mistake. I should have trusted you to be able to take care of yourself. I can't tell you how much
I've missed you and - and I hope that you'll forgive me."
Ginny
didn't look at him for several minutes, but when she finally did, her eyes held all the mischief and affection he'd been longing
to see.
"I expect
I could forgive you, once," she acknowledged.
And then
they did not speak at all, but stood together by the sink, entwined, until long after all the bubbles had gone.