Young Eliot, in the persona of Prufrock, expresses some doubts about his career.

    And how should I begin?
    And how should I presume?
    They say (already), "His hair is growing thin."

    He holds my coat, eternal Footman
    and I am afraid. (I leave the room.)
    He snickers. So where shall I begin?

    The moment of my greatness flickers. Porcelain,
    marmalade and tea-- my life in coffee spoons.
    Evenings, mornings, afternoons-- How shall I begin?

    Impossible to say just what I mean.
    What makes me so digress?--- Perfume ?
    "But how his arms and legs are thin."

    "Not what I meant at all," says one.
    Tedious arguments. The questions overwhelm.
    I grow old...I grow old...my hair grows thin.

    I sprawl, formulated on a pin.
    I am Lazarus, back to tell you all, come
    from the dead. So how should I begin?
    Do I, do I dare? with a bald spot in the middle of my hair?

    ............................................................................Israel Lewis


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