Debbie's Own Story

HI MY NAME IS DEBBIE AND I GUESS THIS SITE IS ONE OF MY WAYS TO DEAL WITH ALL THE ABUSE I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALL MY LIFE HERE IS JUST ONE STORY AND SAD BUT TRUE THINGS TRULY DO HAPPEN PLEASE READ ON

IT WAS A MAN THAT I TRUSTED LIKE A FATHER I WAS A CHILD WITH SO FULL OF TRUST NOBODY KNEW WHAT I WAS HOLDIN BACK. HE WAS A FAMILY FRIEND AND MY SUNDAY SCHOOL TEACHER, WHEN HE TOOK IT UPON HIMSELF TO TAKE MY INNOCENTS FROM ME, THAT WAS SOMETHING THAT BELONG TO ME AND ME ONLY TO GIVE WHEN I WANTED TO GIVE WHEN THE LOVE HAD FOUND ME. NOW ALL I SEE IS THE FAINTNESS OF THOSE UNBEARABLE TOUCHES WHAT RIGHT DID HE HAVE TO TAKE WHAT HE DID FROM ME, "YES DAMN IT IM MAD" HOW DARE ANYONE TO THINK ITS OK TO TAKE WHAT DOES NOT BELONG TO THEM, SOMETHING AS SACRATE AS MY INNOCENTS. MY ABILITY TO LOVE HAS SURPASSED WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I SEE A BROKEN HEARTED GIRL, WITH A HEART THAT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AS IT WAS ON THAT LONELY DAY WHEN SOMEONE TOOK THE MOST PRECIOUS THINGS FROM ME,, LIFE,, LOVE,, HOPE,,TRUST. I BLAME THIS PERSON FOR WHY I CAN NOT HAVE CHILDREN TODAY THE THINGS USED ON ME ARE SO BAD THAT I CAN NOT REVEAL THEM ON HERE SO YOU SEE THAT 8 YR OLD LITTLE GIRL INSIDE ME IS STILL THERE HURTING BUT AT LEAST COPING NOW. AS I SIT HERE WRITING MY THOUGHTS THE TEARS RUN DOWN MY FACE AND I ASK GOD TO FORGIVE THE PERSON WHO HAS MADE ME FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE HE IS GONE NOW BUT THE SCARS HE HAS LEFT BEHIND WILL NEVER DIE. WHAT HE DONE WAS WRONG AND KNOW ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH WHAT I BEEN LIVING THROUGH ALL THESE YEARS. PLEASE DONT EVER LET ANYONE TAKE WHAT IS YOURS AND YOURS ALONE, MY STORY IS SAD YES BUT VERY TRUE I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR THE BLESSINGS HE GIVES ME. I DO HAVE ONE DAUGHTER AND I KNOW SHE WAS A PRECIOUS GIFT FROM GOD ABOVE, "THANK YOU LORD" SHE IS 23 YEARS OLD NOW AND HAS BLESSED ME WITH FOUR BEAUTIFUL GRANDCHILDREN A BOY JOSEPH WILLIAM 6,,,, ZECHARIAH FRANK 3,,,, NEVEN KEITH 1,,,, AND THE NEWEST ONE THEA SKYE ONE WEEK,,,, AS OF THIS DATE JULY 23, 2005. AND I HAVE TAUGHT MY DAUGHTER FROM THE DAY SHE WAS BORN THAT NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO TAKE WHAT BELONGS TO HER, I AM 43 YRS OLD NOW AND YES THE SCARS NEVER DO HEAL COMPLETELY. BUT I HAVE LEARNED TO ENJOY WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME ANYONE AT ALL THAT NEEDS HELP PLEASE "I BEG YOU ASK FOR IT" AND DONT BE AFRAID TO TELL ABUSE IS MORE AWARE THESE DAYS. SEE ABUSE HAS NO AGE LIMIT, NO SEXUAL PREFERRENCES ITS JUST SOMETIMES OUR CHILDREN ARE NOT ABLE TO SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES SO THEY NEED US TO HELP THEM!!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL

There's A Gold Mine In The Sky

Pat Boone

There's a gold mine in the sky far away
We will find it, you and I some sweet day
There'll be clover just for you down the line
Where the skies are always blue, pal of mine
Take your time, ole mule
I know you're growing lame
But you'll pasture in the stars,
When we strike that claim
And we'll set up there and watch
The world roll by
When we find that long lost gold mine
In the sky ,far away, far away we will find that
Long lost gold mine some sweet day
And we'll say hello to friends who said goodbye
When we find that long lost gold mine
In the sky, far away, far away

Click on the play button twice to listen to the song, This is one of the greatest songs I have ever heard. "God Bless You All"

 

 

 

 

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